count on me~

if you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
i'll sail the world to find you
if you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
i'll be the light to guide you
find out what we're made of
when we are called to help our friends in need

you can count on me like one, two, three
i'll be there
and i know when i need it
i can count on you like four, three, two
and you'll be there
cos that's what friends are suppose to do
oh yeah
(ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh)
(ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh)
(yeah yeah)

if you're tossing and you're turning and you just can't fall asleep
i'll sing a song beside you
and if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
everyday i will remind you
oh
find out what we're made of
when we are called to help our friends in need

you can count on me like one, two, three
i'll be there
and i know when i need it
i can count on you like four, three, two
and you'll be there
cos that's what friends are suppose to do
oh yeah
(ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh)
(ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh)
(yeah yeah)

you'll always have my shoulder when you cry
i'll never let go, never say good-bye

you know you can count on me like one, two, three
i'll be there
and i know when i need it
i can count on you like four, three, two
and you'll be there
cos that's what friends are suppose to do
oh yeah
(ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh)
(ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh)
you can count on me cos i can count on you...

i super love this song which is by bruno mars bcoz it somehow reflect on my friendship.. so this song is dedicated to all my friends namely stef, fi, lulu, suk ching, lorderizk, ah yew, ah bas and evryone tat i love to call em as my friend... love all of u so much! <3

food~

i realised that i super love to eat.. i mean of course i do watch out wat i eat since i dont wanna get allergies again, but i love food.. i rather spend my money on food than go shopping... but da problem is i have to watch out my weight... well, i dont wanna be fat bcoz of my excessive love on food so yeah, control!

so i went to have steamboat tonite and this is my first time doin so... am so lucky to have seniors like them who are willing to bring me and my friends out for dinner... and the best thing is they know i love to eat so yeah, they noe where's da rite place for me... hihi... i love u ppl!

so ate till full and im reli happy.. dont noe why but yeah, am happy tonite.. i guess my "auntie" hasnt come yet so my mood is like changin evry second, minute, hour and days... haha.. oh well, sori if i pissed anyone off since i have unstable mood these days... i'll be ok when my "auntie" comes.. haha... oh well, simple said, food makes me happy and yeah, i love food!

=thanx for bein at da place whr i need u da most!=
Jenny~

maybe..

maybe miracles will work itself again...
maybe im gonna feel it again...
maybe i will giv chances to myself again...
maybe i will open up and become da real me again...

=if this is meant for me, maybe i'll accept it=
Jenny~

lucky~

last nite was like da most shockin nite ever when i found out tat my aunt actually helped me book my tickets to kl since i asked my fren to book it d... and guess wat, da total amount for both the tickets were rm 500 ++.. and i was like a zombie last nite, now knowin wat shud i d... i was so sad, depressed and disappointed wit myself... and den, little rays of light enter and somehow made me shine for a while... and class was depressin though first subject was fun...

i juz dont understand why do our class have to undergo so many matters... sometimes i get this feeling where i wished i was in da junior's class instead.. mayb life would be better... but i guess these are challenges given by God so that we can mature out of this eh... anywayz, got a good news from MAS airlines stating that they will refund da ticket that my aunt have helped me booked so yeah, i do not hav to worry about tat anymore... was so glad that evrythin is finally settled... thank be to God...

tomolo would be "merentas desa" and yeah, im participatin again tis yr... though i noe my own limits but hopefully i could finish da race like last yr... i noe i wont get any place but its fun.. reli fun and tiring of course,,, haha..

= unknowingly, ur da ray of light=
Jenny~

coming soon~

holidays are cominn reli soon and guess wat, nxt week is holidays... but im not goin home since my family told me that it is nt necessary... so am gonna be back in another 2 more months which is on May... im a bit sad since most of my classmates are gonna be back home while im gonna stuck in this place which is not reli wat i had in my mind...

so im hopin that da holiday plans that we have will be workin rite... coz im thinkin of goin to trip either to labuan or kudat... of course wit my seniors and my bff.. haha.. but am not sure wats gonna happen lah.. juz hopin for a best and fun holiday before cramming my head with studies... and how i wish he would go.. at least someone will accompany me though he irritates me as well as makin me laugh with his words... so wait for da latest update to know whether im goin anywhere during da hols... haha...

=life is all about work and fun=
Jenny~

U.

U came into my life unexpectedly...
and when u entered my life, someone else went missing again...
i havent thought about tis when i first met u..
but now, im thinking...
why do u appear in my life and create memories for me?

im not in love with you...
yet i cant deny that i do like you as a friend...
but im holdin on strongly...
that i will oni love those who loves me..

and now im afraid...
will u leave me like others?
or will u stay and bcome someone that im able to trust?

=im afraid im fallin again=
Jenny

happy weekend~

me in archery~ woohoo!

da sisters~

juz a few of us~ din get to take da whole group's pic~

me in my dinner dress~

game arcade!!

sorry for da late updates... i was havin so much fun during da weekends and yeah, it sure became one of my most memorable experience... we went to kk on last sat for a post-reunion dinner so a total of 23 of us went together... it comprises of us, da juniors and also our seniors... and reached there around 10am and tats when fun starts...

i got myself big apple donuts which are my FAVOURITE! and then of course, i left my bestie with her boyfriend which is also a senior and a crazy fren of mine.. haha.. but of course i had a lot of fun with others includin my juniors and phyll, a fren of mine.. we went and played games in arcade which was so cool coz i never been there and da games were addictive... and then, we went to archery in which i felt reli awesome playin it... it was so cool when u aimed at a target and got it in a shot... awesome and cheap... haha...

then we ate and played so i dont have any time to shop... oh well, i realised that shopping isnt my favourite except if i hav somethin in my mind... i juz dont like wastin my time walkin into evry stores in da world and looking around when im not even buyin.. so yeah, i prefer games or somethin tat i can feel fun and different.... of course entering stores where cute accessories and stuffs like tat are ok wit me lah... haha...

so da dinner was at nite and though it didnt reli fulfill wat was in my mind, i had da best time ever... i din noe my juniors are super funny and i felt like my age when im wit them... i was able to be myself and i felt extremely comfy wit them... haha.. though thrs one who reli gets on my nerve, but i noe he's simply nice even though he didnt show it directly... haha...

and da sweetest thing happened to me,... someone sponsored me big apple donuts! and da best thing is that tat person actually sponsored me something that i love da most and i think its sweet of him doin so though he was like tryin to irritate me again and again... and yeah, sunday became a day where i fel reli happy.. haha... to tat fren, thanx for lending ur shoulder again... its my first time experience and yeah, i felt da warmth in him... thanx again...

=how i wish da board was ur heart=
Jenny~