love song.

Jenny~

different ppl~

we meet so many ppl in life... thrs good, bad, naughty, funny, crazy and thrs juz ppl tat makes u wonder for a while, wat kind of person are u to them... well, i met with good ppl.. reli good ppl who makes me felt reli grateful for what tehy ahv done for me... they hav helped me so much and understand tis world better...

and i met bad ppl who plans to ruin ur life wit their gossips, talk bad about u and yeah, backstabbing one another... and thanx to them, i learn not to trust till i find that it is worth my trust... and of course i met wit funny n crazy ppl tat makes life felt meaningful and beautiful.. and i do met wit da person tat sparks me up and fell in love wit...

and last but not least, i do met ppl tat leaves me wondering... one second ur ok, da another second, ur not ok.. i can accept this coz hey, im ur buddy~ but sometimes i tink i nid to get out of those situations whr u hav to play guessin game... so sometimes am tired dealin wit these ppl but since they're frens, so yeah, hav to stand...

dealing wit ppl is difficult what more to bear wit certain ppl... i guess i juz nid my family, some of my closest fren and him to help me continue living my beautiful life... not tat im judgin ppl but i hav my own perceptions and all i want is to be happy n live happy...

=friends or not?=

Jenny~

(^.^).

sigh..

im being emo tonite... mayb coz of assignments in which im kinda worried... i mean da deadline istomorrow but y does it seem like u don care? its like not ur marks are involved but mine too.. thinkin on how i hav to prepare da whole thing and then u juz hav to fill in da blank... u might say tat im da one whose willing to do so but hav u ever thought that if im not doin it, will u be doin it? then ur gonna spread to da others sayin im oni doin my part, doesnt help lah, tis n tat lah..

sigh.. and bein emo is so not good.. coz its like evrythin is pissin u off... u get angry easily, cry easily and emotional breakdown in worse cases... and i nvr like myself when im being too sensitive... evrythin is wrong when its right... evryone is makin me angry when they are not doin it... and evrythin i c makes me feel super hyper sensitive... i guess i need a hug... as in a real hug tellin me tat evrythin will be ok..

=sigh=

Jenny~

simple sharing.

been watchin korean drama these few days and learn sth.. and im not so sure if my friend is readin this but i guess thrs no other way to tell u but thru my blog..

-if letting go is so easy, den why hav u chosen to love him?

-if lovin someone is so easy, den why do u doubt urself?

Jenny~

sigh.

i think im gonna get sick physically as well soon... =(

Jenny~

sick~~

dont worry, am not sick as in sick physically.. but am sick mentally... ok procrastination landed on me and i cant back off from procrastinating till reality kicks in... yeap, lets see how many assignments due before my leave for raya holidays:

1. Literasi bahasa - tis week

2. BMK - tis week

3. Language Arts (2 tasks) - tis week and da week before im back home

4. Methodology.... - this week and after raya holidays which is after PBS

and im panicking... but eventually, i grab hold of myself from gettin panic attacks and end up being miserable... and i started to plan my steps.. though its super too late, but hey i did plan... so now am gonna gather up all my strength physicaaly and mentally, and get da work done before im could take a deep breath.. and i wont be letting go my part of fun bcoz of these assignments.. SO NOT gonna let assignments take it away coz im not allowin it... so in conclusion, more white hairs gonna be out again... sheesh.

=sigh=

Jenny