updates...

woots.. haven been updatin this bloggie for quite some time.. well, am kinda busy juggling my time here and there.. and yeah, this year i took up like a lot of challenges in my life.. but i guess i need to learn somethin new right? so, this year:
1. am da class monitor... and luckily da class is workin wit one another well, though i know the reality... but so far, i havent encountered any difficulties in managing the class...
2. am da head of committee in handling the upcoming chinese new year festival.. actually, i didnt plan to be da head of committee since i was juz joking here and there.. but i elect myself and took up da challenge so as to prove to everyone that i can do something.. though its not gonna be as grand like last year and not as perfect like last year, i will still try my best to do my best in ensuring its success...
3. studies are ok ok.. i mean this year, we wont be having super-extremely difficult papers anymore.. so am striving for excellene and of course compete with my own abilities.. i guess my priority is to do my best and make sure that it maintains... i always believe that those who laugh at u or look down on u will eventually envy you at da end of da day..

so i guess u can see how bz i am for this semester.. so many things have to be completed.. tonnes of assignment, lesson plans, micro-teaching and so forth, came attacking me one by one.. i guess i hav to be strong and start doin something..

-time waits for no man-
Jenny

genie.

if only i hav a mr. genie here,

i wanna wish for one thing.

i wish u enter and never leave.

Jenny

thinking.

sometimes when i browse in facebook and seeing my friends whose either got married or are in a relationship for a long period of time, i actually wonders...

wonder how they can maintain such a long term relationship with one another..
wonder what remedy do they use to keep fighting for their love..
wondering how much obstacles they have gone thru within those years of being together..
wondering whether they ever got sick with it and wanna let go of it...
and i wonder if i can be as lucky as them..

sometimes, i juz wished i can look into my future..
Jenny~

dream

what if one day all da dreams that i dreamt off when im still sleeping come true?

will it make me happy or break me apart?

Jenny~

lightweight

im currently addicted to demi lovato as well as bruno mars... and their lyrics hit me deep inside.. and one of demi lovato's songs that kept me so much addicted with, entitled "lightweight"... this part of lyrics juz hit me deep inside:

"I’m a lightweight

Better be careful what you say
With every word I’m blown away
You’re in control of my heart
I’m a lightweight
Easy to fall, easy to break
With every move my whole world shakes
Keep me from falling apart"

i guess it simply describes me..
i may look strong outside,
i may look like i dont care,
and i may look like i can get used to things easily,
but da fact is im not what u see from da outside..

Jenny~

back to reality..

finally after spending almost two months on vacation, its time to get back to reality.. and somehow, im adjustin to it perfectly.. i guess, goin back to reality as well as routine seems to be a normal thing to do here.. but im gearing up wit all da busy-ness that's gonna hit my life soon.. gotta be strong and face all of it instead of hiding away and complaining..

hopefully 2012 will be a good year for all of us including me.. its kinda scary facing with reality especially when changes happen rapidly without u noticing it..

-Jenny-

2011

its da last day of 2011..
2011 leaves me with so much good memories..
so much sweet memories to be cherished..
and yet thrs times whr i got hurt and cried silently without anyone knowing..

2012.
i'll wait and c what u will offer to me..
may u be kind to me and everyone..
and give all of us memories that will be etched in our hearts and minds..
and may this new year brings happiness to my life, family, friends and relationship..

-Happy New Year-
Jenny~