budget.

budget.
can be defined in my own words as a plan for saving money.
anyways, i never wrote any post about money saving thingy,
not because there was no need for it,
but because there were not much things that requires me to spend a lot of money on just yet.

but 2014 is different.
this is like my final year in campus,
and there are so many things in my list that i wanna do..
and all these things require money..
but my top priority would be getting a driving license this year in Keningau itself..
and i have already enrolled into it but the amount was big..
RM1310 ok..
that is like half of my allowance gone already?
but its a fortune that they allowed us to pay in stages, so i do not have to fork out that much just yet..
and of course, the rental for my practicum which is also approximately RM1000..
there goes another big sum of money..

sigh...
and i have started to cut down on my trips to the town,
just to ensure i dont start spendin endlessly on useless items (which i find it useful when i got my hands on it)..
but temptations are everywhere..
and sometimes, i get defeated with them especially when it is pretty stuffs or delicious food..
oh.my.gosh.

i guess bancruptcy will be heading my way soon if i dont start to set a budget.
like seriously.
life with or without money is equally difficult.
Jenny~

sharing again.

so, its the weekend and yeah, my favourite past time would be?
reading articles..
not articles about studies and stuffs like that,
but more to advice on relationship and girls' stuffs types of articles..
maybe because i love to know more and learn new things from all the articles that i read,
or maybe because by reading these articles, i am able to expand my knowledge and then share it with those who might be interested..

so amongst all the articles that i have read,
my favourite are these two links that i have shared below.

http://jarridwilson.com/5-things-to-do-while-youre-single/
http://jarridwilson.com/4-dating-tips-for-christian-singles/

well, the main reasons maybe because i am still single?
hahaha..
but these two articles are different..
they are written in such a way that attracts my attention and most important is that, it is so related to my religion on how to find the right spouse or partner for myself..
it is a different type of articles,
and somehow it soothes me when reading it..
so for those whose interested, u can check out those two links above..
who knows it might inspire or change on your perspectives maybe?

Jenny~

myself

yeap, am a normal human being...
yeap, i dont know what everyone around me felt, or went through..
and i definitely is not in the place to tell the people around me what to do or what they should feel..
because everyone of us are free to decide what to do with their lives or felt what they should felt..

being 21 (not 22 just yet),
makes me feel as if i have went through so many things...
when the fact is,
i did not went through as much as someone else might have been going through all this while..
i tell people about this and that,
but in the end, i couldnt even help myself up..
all i could do to help myself,
is to tell myself what i should do and what i should not do..
telling myself to be strong with what i have chosen and stick on to it like a super glue..
telling myself not to change what i have decided for the fear of failure..
smiling and laughin, making people see how strong or easy going person, just to cover the wounds and tears i have inside, 
and locking myself in a corner without people being aware of what i actually feel inside..

previous posts, i have mentioned the same thing...
its not easy being me..
i might not know how difficult u must have felt,
but u might also not know how difficult i felt everyday in my life..
i might not know what troubles everyone around me,
but everyone around me might not know what is troubling me all this while..
i might not know those little things about people,
but no one knows how little things meant for me..
all this while, being enclosed in my own space and protecting myself,
sometimes felt tiring.

but in the end, i only have myself.
Jenny~

personality test.

basically, for this semester, we are taking guidance and counselling as one of the "must" course,
and for me, this is like one of the most interesting subjects,
because it is more to dealing with people,
how they think, see and feel.
and i love topics that are concerning about people,
maybe because i love to analyse different type of people,
and how to build a good relationship with other people,
especially when i am out next time.

so, while doing my tutorial questions,
i came across a personality test,
where it tests us and eventually come out with a description of our own personality test.
and you guys can check it out at this link:

http://kisa.ca/personality/

so, when i completed this personality test, i realised that i am an ISFJ type..
so, went through the Internet and found details about me which is in this link:

http://www.personalitypage.com/html/ISFJ_rel.html

and for those who wanna understand me even more,
u may refer to the link above.
it actually shocks me because it describes me precisely..
and my conclusion for today's post?
i never knew i was a person like that until i took the test.
and maybe because of that, i have always placed great importance on others instead of my own needs..
and maybe because i got too used to doing so, i no longer know how to appreciate or prioritise myself anymore.
and this is something that i need to reflect.

Jenny.

sharing.

so, basically i just stumbled on to this in tumblr..
specifically, wongfu tumblr!
haha..
so, yeah..
saw some that captured my eyes and attention,
and decided to share a few here.. 
^_^

so, basically these are from wongfu's videos,

and some are really nice...

just made me think and reflect my own past and present life..

but anyways, im still into him...

this one here...

hahaha...

the end.

hehe..

Jenny~

irritated

who knew my second post of da year would be about me being irritated?
but seriously, the condition is really bad...
i moved in to my new room just days ago and right now, outside of my room,
it became a new "toilet" for the little cute pets, cats..
they poo and poo and poo and poo outside of my room,
and the smell is getting horrible day by day..
seriously!!

im not a fan of cats,
i dont feed them,
but why do they have to poo outside of my room?
you guys are the fans of the cats,
you guys fed the cats,
but why dont you guys clean the poos outside of my room that is not related to me and my rumet?!

it is just really getting on our nerves,
opening our door and seeing such a deadly sights and horrible smells..
and this is gonna be our last straw..
seriously...
if this prolongs, we seriously going to take an immediate and drastic actions..
so for those who reads this post, u gotta take da responsibility if u wanna feed those cats...
u feed them means ur takin care of them means u gotta take care of their poo too!
if not, then stop feeding them around our corner or feed them somewhere else so they can poo somewhere else too!

tsk3x..
adults but cant think like adults..
care the cats but ignore human's health..
one word.
d.a.m.n. 

Jenny~

2014

this would be my first post for 2014..

Happy new Year to everyone especially those who reads this!

so basically, i just got back from holidays and yeah, spent the two days of the month in lectures..

though it is the final year for me, 

but it seems like lecture has grew so long..

nevertheless, favourite subject on counselling is on,

and it somehow makes things less boring.. 

for the time being.. hehe..

anyways, i stated in the previous post that today will be me revealing my own new year's resolutions! 

and i guess, i shall keep it simple for this year..

no point of having a long list when i do not do it.. haha..

so here goes:

1. focus on my studies and achieve what i am aiming for.

2. spend more times with my friends.

3. learn to love myself more and appreciate myself more..

so, that's it..

and i hope by the end of the year, i would be able to say that,

i have achieved all the stated, simple and clear resolutions for the year 2014..

and of course, will be updating this blog from time to time.. 

hehe..

Jenny~