09.05.2021

 3rd month of being together makes me feel happier day by day.

Thank you for being at my side during my emo seasons,

and also during those random moments.

Though there were times that I always said the wrong thing at the wrong timing,

I'm glad that we talked it out and eventually knowing more about one another through the process.

Thank you for being such a caring person,

someone who I wouldn't be shy to ask for help and assistance,

someone who would always be at my side at all times,

and someone who gives me unlimited attention and making sure that I always feel accompanied.

Thank you for letting me into your life and your family too.

All these things that you have done for me make me happier and feel more loved day by day.

To more fun and better days ahead,

and to more lovely and funny moments to create with you!

Jenny~

May

 1st of May.

Thank God for such a wonderful month of April.

A month that I felt truly blessed with all the wonderful things happening to me despite the current pandemic.

Thankful and grateful for being able to see my kids in April though only for a short moment before school was closed again,

Thankful and grateful for the endless surprises for my birthday,

for all the well wishes, cakes, flower bouquets, cash bouquet, and of course, lovely presents from my partner,

it was something that I did not expect or anticipate at all especially during this pandemic season,

and I was touched beyond words for all the lovely things that were given to me on this special month.

Thankful and grateful that I received my certificate on my Masters right before the month ends too!

I am now officially a holder of Masters in Education (TESL),

after spending 2 years of working my ass off and turning myself into a workaholic,

after shedding tears and sweat during the past 2 years during my studies,

and also after countless times of wanting to just give up halfway and to enjoy my holidays instead of going to classes,

I am thankful that I persevered through alone and eventually, rewarded for all the sacrifices that I have done.

Despite unable to wear the graduation robe and attending the convocation due to the pandemic,

I am still grateful that I have finally ended this journey,

and now, finally some time to rest and recharge with my partner instead of being alone again.

Everything happens at the right timing.

Thank God I let it all happen in its natural course instead of pushing it through like how I used to do.

Thank God for everything.

To a better times in the upcoming months,

and to more fun-filled and happy events in the upcoming months,

may all good things happen in May and the next following months,

and may the pandemic starts to ease down instead of raging one.

Jenny~

29.

29.

I remember my previous birthdays were always celebrated alone at home with my own home-cooked food and a slice of cake that I bought for myself.

I remember the happiest day was 5 years ago when my pupils made a surprise party for me,

and showered me with lots of love and gifts too.

After that, it was a mundane celebration where I celebrated by having lunch with my colleagues,

and then home alone on that day.

I remember the birthday which was celebrated on top of the hill, waiting for sunset but ended up a rainy day,

I thought that would be the last thing someone would ever do for me,

and that my upcoming birthdays would be celebrated with me, myself and I.

Years passed by and as I expected the same thing to happen again this year,

it didn't.

Life is always filled with unexpected surprises and twists.

And yes, I agree.

This year, I am blessed with lovely birthday wishes from colleagues and friends from every part of the country.

This year, I received 3 cakes from my best friend, boyfriend and my kids.

This year, I received my first bouquet of flowers and a tiny pot of flowers which are my favourite kinds.

This year, I was able to not cook for myself and served with yummy food despite getting take away due to Covid.

This year, I received my very first handwritten letter from my other half.

And this year, my birthday has been the happiest day of my life,

and all thanks to those who celebrated with me indirectly and directly.

To my best friend,

thank you for the cake, baby breath and the video despite how it showed my past pictures. 

To my colleagues and friends from all over the country,

thank you for remembering and blessing me with lovely wishes.

To my parents,

thank you for giving birth to me into this world despite how you always told me the story of me not wanting to come out to the world as easily as you always expect it to be.

and to my other half,

thank you for making me the happiest woman that night with all your lovely gifts, food, cupcakes,

and most important, your attention and time for me.

You do not know how much it meant for me when you gave me all your attention and time.

Thank you love.

Jenny~

Update.

Hello April.

My favourite month is already here and it has started in a good way.

School has been reopened despite the pandemic,

and though I was worried of how to handle and meet my pupils at this time,

I am glad that I was able to stand in a classroom filled with my favourite people,

and do my work like how I have always enjoyed it.

Even though it was tiring waking up early in the morning,

the thought of seeing those excited faces and hearing their laughter in the class,

those are the things that kept me wanting to do more for them even though in a limited situation.

Relationship has been going well.

Despite the days we couldn't meet due to us being close contacts or casual contacts of an infected person,

we tried our best to be there for each other through text messages and phone calls,

and it helped us to pull through this situation together.

And I am thankful that everyone who was involved were tested negative,

and that both of us are able to meet again soon.

Do pray for us that everything is going to be okay for us soon.

Last but not least, I have started and ended my drama session despite taking such a long time to do so.

It was a great drama and I cried a lot at most of the scenes.

And somehow, I felt that instead of crying at love scenes, 

I cried more when it comes to family scenes or when it was about just being there for each other.

Those are the scenes that somehow tug my heartstring and make me felt touched.

For the times when I was lonely,

For the times when I wished someone was beside me,

to comfort me, to make me laugh, to listen to me and to be there when I cry,

those were the times where the feelings were akin to how the characters in there must have felt.

Therefore, I thank God for that particular moment,

the moment where I coincidentally met you. 

Here is a quote that I fell in love to in the drama,

a quote that I could relate to so much,

a quote that reminds me that no matter how much fear or doubt I had in me,

it will always take me to my destination when time comes.

"I got on the wrong train, and that very train brought me here. 

It brought me to the place I've yearned to come every morning and night. 

It brought me to my destination."-CLOY-

Jenny~

09.04.2021

Our second month.

Grateful to be in love and be loved.

To more days being together,

To more days listening and comforting each other,

To more days being in each other's presence despite the obstacles faced during this pandemic,

To more days eating together,

To more days laughing together,

To more days disturbing and making fun of each other,

To more days of sharing "common" knowledge with each other,

To more days to lying next to each other and embracing each other while feeling warm, 

and to more days enjoying each minute as we are close to one another.

Despite the constant fear of this pandemic and the risks it might pose to both of us,

I thank God each day for His protection on both of us and people around us.

Thank you for being close to my heart at all times.

Jenny~

My new co-writer, A

Hi guys.

It's been a while after the last post,

And as I have been juggling my time between my career, hobbies and also my relationship, 

I have not been updating for quite some times. 

So here it goes. 

I have a new co-writer!

He will be updating it from time to time,

Not too sure what's he is going to update you guys, 

But I'm sure it's going to be wonderful for you guys and me to read!

Till the next post from me. 

Jenny. 

Hi, readers around the world! Thank you for supportting this blog for all these years. I am “A”, the new co-writer for this blog. Due to the main writer being busy parto (dating!),  I have been assigned to become the co-writer for minimum wages. 

How i met the main writer, you ask? We met at our friend's wedding. She said that she was looking for someone handsome to be the cowriter, so,  here I am, the most handsome man in the wedding at her service. 

I like pizza, pork, meat and curry (TMI). (Mentioning it here to let you all know a bit about me and also to hint that someone to cook these food for me.) 

To be a good co-writer, I had been studying and reading the past posts in this blog to slowly understand the whole thing about this blog. I found out that our main writer likes to go to the train station a lot. Well, I will be with the main writer at every train station next time. Therefore, if you want to find us, please seek for us at the train station (if you can!) That's all from me. Stay tuned for the next post.

A. 

09.03.2021. Our first month.

Today is our first month being together as a couple.

Honestly speaking, till now, I couldn't believe that you are my boyfriend and I am your girlfriend.

The countless times that you touched my heart with your words and actions,

makes me feel lucky each day that I have met you on that wonderful day.

Thanks for making me feel warm each day through your words and actions.

Thank you for appreciating me and giving me little gifts that meant the world for me on normal days instead of during festive times.

Thank you for making me touched by your constant reassurance that we are going to be in this adventure together in a long run.

Thank you for making me smile during my most emotional times and holding my hands tight to make your presence known.

And thank you for choosing me and loving me in your own unique ways.

Though many would say that this is just a honeymoon phase where everything seems beautiful,

I know that there is a long road ahead of us,

obstacles and challenges are bound to happen,

and I am ready to take on with it as long as you are by my side.

Let's do this, love.

May we go through each day together and be in this adventure of ours in a long run.

Love you.

Jenny.