Heavenly forest (Tada, kimi wo aishiteru)

This drama is one of the dramas that i got from my fren that makes my tears flow.... i am really touched with the movie and especially the message that it convey in the film... love is never love when you dont express them in words or actions... if only the guy realise earlier that he loves the girl, they might have lead a better and happier life... but the girl know how he felt and eventually she died due to a rare disease...

when i watched the movie, i was hoping that maybe, just maybe someone could make move into tears like how this movie did to me... maybe when that reli happen, i might feel the feeling of being in love again... bcoz i have forgotten what is da feeling... will i have the chance to feel it?

Jenny~

Gabby~~

My new fren: Gabby aka Gabriel... =)

Jenny~

Updates updates!!!

halo, long time no see... hihi... i was on vacation for almost a month and now finally reaching back to college to continue my studies.... FINALS coming soon and guess wat, im not even prepared to face it.... and its DAMN so important since it will decide whether i am able to go for my degree..... so yeah, will start studyin real soon....

New life, new chapter in life... that is what i tell myself and make sure that i apply em into my life... i mean i have got myself out from scandals and stuffs like that and now im ready to move forward in life.... and guess what, JUNIORS COMING IN!! haha... ok, im super excited to see new people but hopefully they are ok ok lah... no FAKERS, HYPOCRITES and so not gonna talk to ppl that are ANNOYING... haha...

anywayz, hopefully that everything will go well in my life and especially sem 3 since this will be the last sem in my foundation year before moving forward to degree..... =)

Jenny~

Home~~

finally, the day that i have been waiting for has finally come... im goin back tomolo... but somehow, inside me, i felt a bit sad since im not gonna be able to meet up my frens for almost a mth... im so gonna miss all the fun and joy we had though sometimes wat they say will hurt me but i kept to myself, that whatever they say might be useful to me someday...

to my f4 members, dont worry, we're gonna meet again... hihi... and i cant believe that we're goin to be in sem , our last sem in foundation... and i can hardly imagine how it is being in degree... time passes so fast and i can see how much i change from last time to now.. ppl say i change a lot, getting more mature though im da youngest.. but da best thing is, juniors comin in and they will be in da same state that i have been last time...

but being called as "senior" sounds weird for me especially if they are same age or older than me.. oh well, im much more experienced than them so mayb i don deserve that calling.. haha.. anywayz, will try to update my blog during the hols... hihi... happy holidays everyone...

Jenny~

DeDiCaTeD tO tHoSe whOse speCiaL~~

These few days, i have been thinking about all my friends especially those who are far from me and realised how much i missed them... maybe there is truth in the saying that goes, absence makes heart fonder... when they are near with me, it seems like i do not really apprecite the times with them,.. but now, when we are all in our own ways, attaining our respective goals, it seems like i wanna go back to those times hen we will laugh together and go RANDOM!!! together.... i miss those moments and i hope they will miss those moments too... so i dedicate this poem to the people i miss in da pictures above..... love u guys a lot.... =)

Best Friends Forever

I sit alone thinking of you
and all the things we've both been through
You are my soul mate, my very best friend
and I know you'll be there until the end

Your shoulder to cry on will soon be gone
who will be there when something is wrong
When times are tough you're always there
It shows me just how much you care

Although were going separate ways
you're in my heart till my final days
Nothing can make a person see
how special a friend you are to me

I dreamed of a friend just like you
and finally my dream came true
Nothing else could ever fulfill
everything you're friendship will

You understand a side of me
that no one else could ever see
You know whats wrong before i cry
but if I do, you will always know why

A friend like you is hard to find
you put my problems all behind
You were there when no one cared
the best times were the ones we shared

We've been together through good and bad
you made me laugh when i was sad
And no one else could ever be
as good of a friend you are to me

Our time together is wilting away
more and more everyday
But now until the very end
you'll always be my special friend.

Jenny~

I juz gave it away~~

I juz gave it a way... A bottle of my own handmade stars to him.. I know I shud have kept it for someone special, but when i think bout it again, i actually did it for him.. i never did one before and right now, i hope he understand how i actually feel s a friend... again, i hope he wont misunderstood me again...

i din get to take da picture bcoz i was in a rush to giv it to him... but i can feel the sadness when i passed it to him, worrying that he will not appreciate it.. i reli hope he will appreciate it and not juz placing it there as a decorations... each star tat made was sealed wit a wish and i hope all the wishes i wished for him will come true.... u might think i love him but i dont... i loved him as a friend.. but after tis, i dont wish to have any connection wit him... i still wan him to be my friend but wats da point if im da only who wants it....

Jenny~

YOu~

You

When you are sad,
and you feel you can't go on.
Tears well in your eyes
and the pain is so strong.

So far from your friends,
and you're all on your own.
No-one to run to,
So very alone.

When all seems so useless,
and you can't take anymore.
As you put on your coat,
and head for the door.

Remember.......

I was there once,
lost, all alone
You can cry in my ear,
Just pick up the phone.

When you are lonely and feeling so blue
Someone is thinking ...thinking of you

Specially dedicated to my special friends:
1.Stephanie Tang
2. Louise Alison
3. Phoebe Lo
4. Siti Haziah
5. Geviana Gladysha
6. Maziziana

and to all my other friends, u know who u are coz it aint enuf to list all here... i juz wan u to rmbr that no matter wat happe, thrs a person who will always stand by ur side and thinking about u....

Jenny~