another u~

i thought i forgot u...
but tonite, ur smile juz make me laugh again...
though i promised to eliminate u from my life, ur still a part in it...
not bcoz, i fell in love wit u,
but bcoz ur still my tat special friend...

I hope we were still friends till now..
Jenny~

donuts~

donuts are my MOST FAVOURITE fast food and guess wat, i super love donuts.... though its fattening and doesnt bring a lot of advantages to one, it does bring happiness and fulfill my cravings on my sweet tooth.. haha... i super love donuts... and tats da main reason on all da images of donuts... i think my bday will be da happiest to me if i have donuts as a replacement to my bday cake... hihi...

Something about love~

" Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on... One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... "
-- Unknown

-picked this from a blog which i went thru when i was searching for blog templates... it juz caught my heart, thus this i share wit all of u... hihi... =)

love is undefinable~
Jenny~

what makes me happy?

ok, this is one of those random questions that i love to throw to myself.. so wat actually make me happy... haha.. da list are as follows...

1. love from my dady and mumy...
2. love from each and evry one of my friend esp when they send u random txt juz to remind u tat they still rmbr u...
3. gettin a glimpse of my good view in church...
4. a music box (which i still hopin for one)
5. a rare and unique necklace or bracelet..
6. something that would make me look pretty...
7. DONUTS!!
8. surprises and presents...
9. chocolates!!
10. last but not least, sincerity in evryone's heart in makin me happy n laugh when im down and sad...

FYI: this is not a wish list ok... juz a list to show that how happiness can be attained without sacrificing a lot of money.... =)

Happiness is in ur own hand
Jenny~

am cool~

ok, forgive me for those bad words tat i implement in my post previously... oh well, blog is da oni place for me to vent my anger, sadness, happiness and stuffs like tat... i mean, wats da point of keeping a blog when evrythin ur writing is happy... not evryone's life is filled with happiness ok... so i was mad and now i've cooled off... u seem, sometimes when im not in a reli good mood, even da slightest mistake one do to me, will reli piss me off...

but i juz dont like being angry... it makes me look so bad and evil,... plus it juz makes me feel worse... and i never like hating ppl bcoz of wat they did wrong to me... im a hper sensitive person and tat might explain why i juz get agitated easily... i might look like an angel but at times, i need to break out from being nice all da time... i noe how to get angry ok....

oh well, no matter howangry i am, i would rather keep it in me and explode thru posts in blog than expressing it verbally and physically... which i think will bring more harm than good... haha... u will never noe wat i can do when im super angry... for now, peace...

im not someone who wont get angry...
Jenny~

ANGER BURSTING!

u know how does it feels when ur beautiful mornin is being spoiled by a jerk??? omg~ do u hav to speak tat loud and bother like evryone in da class... i tink im like reli nice to u these days but sometimes ur stupid as in ur DUMB actions reli make ppl pissed off ok.... stop shouting and make ppl stuff their earphones into their ears juz bcoz of PATHETIC voice... dont u noe how does it feel as if someone is shouting at ur ears..... DAMN BASTARD AH!

nxt, if u dont wanna follow us by using taxi and doesnt hav da money to pay at least rm 30, THEN DONT! NO ONE ASK U TO FOLLOW US AND FYI, i have enuf money to pay even if thrs oni 3 person.... ur juz INVITed... get the meanin,,,, invited!!!!!!!!!! so stop makin a fuss and shut ur DAMN mouth and follow if u wan..... STUPID IDIOT BASTARD!

to tat IDIOTIC GUY READIN TIS, u juz make me hate u even more........... get tat or u wan me to CAPS LOCK IT, HATE! and now, im like not in a mood and gues wat, thanx to u, i dont feel nice now..... wit my eye condition like tis, u juz make me feel worse NOT NOW BUT FOR DA WHOLE DAY./......... and thanx to you, i never felt this kind of anger like since last time and guess wat, i juz felt like shouting at u, BASTARD........ if its not bcoz i respect u, DUMB BASTARD, i would hav slap da asss of u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID F**KER!

If u dont wanna read tis, den buzz off... dont mess wit me when im angry!
Jenny~

stars~

there's one night when my friends and i were walkin from our hostel to da lecture room for some talks and when i looked up, it was filled wit stars (and of course satellites) and da moon was reli round and big... somehow, it reminds me of my childhood memories....

when i was like 5 or 6 (which is when my sis wasnt born yet), i went back to my village and thrs one nite when we juz sat outside my kampung house lookin at da sky.. and it was full of stars, shimmering and blinking... when u look up da stars, it seems like they 're tryin to communicate wit u and somehow it juz make me feel calm and thankful to God for His creations...

when im sad or happy, i guess i juz nid a shining star beside me... and i wonder who might be a star to me... guidin me when im lost, cheer me up when im down and da best thing, make me shine like the way i am... i believe that thr will be a shining star not oni for me but also for evryone... u might meet ur star but im still here waitin for my own star to come and shine...

when will i get to c u, my shining star?
Jenny~