back to reality.

after a week of holidays, its time to face da harsh reality = EXAM... exam is a word that evryone dread and hates to hear.. well, to look it at a positive side, its one of da ways to actually see where we stand in our studies and to prove that we can actually use and implement what we hav studied.. but when we look at da negative side, exam simply means a death sentence to us.. well, for me, examination cannot be avoided no matter how u c.. i mean exams don juz come in studies but throughout our life.. thrs so many trials and it depends on our own determination and will to overcome it..

for me, exam is frightenin and da thought of it juz makes me shiver.. but i guess its da will tat makes me stay hold on to my books and try to revise as much as i could and eventually do my best for da test.. dont reli wanna get emotional breakdwon again and this time, im gonna go thru it in a good mood and spirit, i hope.. nevertheless, i wanna wish evryone includin my piggy, all da best in exam.. may God bless all of us and help us to achieve what we aimed for.. hehe...

=luck=
Jenny~

smile.

finally, wat i wished for was realised.. my piggy is back! and i spent like so much time wit him and it was so much fun.. i juz miss those moments a lots and yeah, i was reli happy coz being able to see him again and spend lotsa time wit him.. and of course, this will sure boost up my confidence and my will to study for my reli near exam..

and i love my piggy more and more evryday.. *hearts*

=love u=
Jenny~

waiting

exams coming and yes, im waiting for it to get over with.. though am not fully prepared and havent even revise for other subjects, but i had this will tellin myself that i can do it this time and that by da time da test come, im already fully prepared.. and da only thing i can hope for is that may i dont get panic during exam and forget evrythin.. nevertheless, nervous still there especially on phonetics paper.. sigh.. well, i'll juz hav to study as much as possible and most importantly, using my luck to get over wit tat paper..

but b4 exam, im waitin for a good getaway with my piggy.. and for that, i super hope that evrythin will go well and at least let me hav a bit fun b4 gettin back to these hectic environment filled with books, notes, ppt slides and of course brains... =)

=piggy=

Jenny~

hols. =(

oct hols is here and like wat is expected, evryone had went back home to celebrate da hols wit their families and loved ones.. but hols doesnt reli means hols when exams is waitin after it.. but i think it would be of great fun and enjoyment for them to spend da hols at their original comfort zone, with their families and loved ones instead of gettin stuck here wit da condition whr water is difficult to predict its availability...

as for me, i took da decision of not goin back bcoz i reli wanna focus on my studies here.. i mean gettin too comfy wit my comfort zone tends to make me lazy so i took tis daring decision to stay here though money is a little bit uptight.. but i think i can wait till da long hols.. my piggy went for holidays and comin back soon to spend time wit me.. and i simply cant wait for tat.. i think im gonna miss him a lot.. huhu.. and i think im missing home too when evryone is goin back.. sigh. its ok, i juz hav to bear for a few days and then i will be able to hang out wit him again.. hope evrythin will go well for me and for others.. =)

=missing u already=

Jenny~

piggy,

i love my piggy more and more each day.. <3

sigh.

i cannot study without updating my blog... sigh... i guess period is coming and my mood is swinging up and down, left to right.. and of course tats da time for me to think like a lot, cried for no apparent reason and flared up for basically lil matters.. and of course, i gotta apologise for da stuffs that im gonna be doin coz u noe, i cant control my mood...

and one little thing bout me, im super unlucky when i plan.. coz my plans never work out da way it should.. which is why i rarely plan early or loves to plan last minute.. at least by then, i noe my plan would not be spoiled or disrupted by coincidence... sigh...

=sigh=
Jenny~

sheesh.

words kill people's enthusiasm.. and thanx to ur criticisms, someone's got humiliated and hurt by ur words...
so thank u.. =.=

=pathetic=
Jenny~