January 2015

It's almost middle of the month,
and here it goes.
First post of 2015.

Let's do some updates..
I have been spending a great time at home,
while waiting for job..
And the pro is i look better at home,
no white hairs,
no pimples,
no eyebags,
and most importantly, i feel better..

The con is basically i gained weight.
A LOT of weight..
And planning to lose them when i got my job..
And speaking of job, no announcement yet.
Still keeping my finger crossed..
Sigh..
I dread to start work but i also dread of spending my time at home too much..
It make me lazy, not thinking and also weight gaining..
Ooo, New year resolution?
Too relaxed to think about it..
I guess I will share on that on the next post before the end of this month..
I seriously hope..
At the meantime, keep my posting in prayers..
Please let me get posted at somewhere near with someone I knew and hopefully, somewhere I could meet "people"..
teehee..

Jenny~

The Longest Post (I think....)

Today is 31^st December 2014,

A date that signify the end of a good year, 2014,

That also signify a new beginning for me into a new life, new routine, new people, and maybe new feelings after all.

Throughout the year 2014, I went through a lot.

The good and bitter memories,

Building and breaking of strings,

Remembering and forgetting memories,

Meeting and avoiding certain people,

I went through turbulences of four major things, Experience. Memories. People. Feelings.

        Experience

-          Being in a campus for five and a half years, experience is the most valuable thing that I have gained. Able to learn new things, new skills, and to identify the most valuable potential that I have is something that I experienced in 2014. Able to look into me and my needs plus wants also help me to keep experiencing things and learn from them. These experiences brought me up and change me, my perspectives and my views about almost everything.

Memories

-          Memories. They never left actually. The laughter I had with my friends, my rumet and with people I hung out were the best memories. The tears I had all alone under my blankets were also the bitter memories that I still remember.  The fluttering feelings of seeing a good looking guys and the teases that arose from my friends still makes me feel fluttery and smiling. But the breaking feelings of seeing someone once so close now became a stranger also still breaks and left me wondering, where was that person I knew been? Meeting new people and became close makes me smile. But avoiding them when they became a stranger sometimes breaks me. But everything is what I call memories, where I can never dwell in it. Only for the sake of reminiscing it is already enough.

People

-          People. The good one. The bad ones. The funny ones. The pretending ones. The strong ones. The good but bad ones. The bad but good ones. And the ones I fall in and out. These people decorated my life in campus. And in 2014, I was friends with these people. But I realised, caring about these people doesn’t make me a saint. Doesn’t make me happy. But only create negative me when I don’t get the same thing in return. And thus, a new me was reborn. The one who protects herself a lot. The one who still could smile despite not having anyone beside her. The one who could walk alone in life. The one who still care but not getting the same things in return no longer hurt. That’s the one I am now slowly turning into.

Feelings

-          Feelings. Particularly love? Yes, 2014 was filled with love. Love to my friends, the church, and family. How bout particular one person? Yes, I do in 2014. Ending was? The train left without me knowing and I didn’t get to buy the entrance ticket. I guess I have to wait for another train at another station next year. Do I regret? I don’t. If I have bought the entrance ticket and head towards the train, I might get into another accident in which I don’t know if I still could walk after that. But what if taking the train would be my happy ending? It will never be a happy ending. Don’t ask me how I know. I just know.

To end this post, I wanna say Goodbye to my campus in Keningau. You have given me the most wonderful experiences, as well as the worst memories. But after all, you will always be remembered. And I will be back there, but this time, as an ex-student and as a visitor. Last but not least, I shall end this post by officially closing the chapters in 2014, and preparing myself for another fresh post in 2015.

Happy New Year 2015!  Signing off from 2014,

Jenny~

Ho...Ho...Ho...

From the title itself, 
all of you know the content would be about ....
CHRISTMAS!
Still not too late to wish all of you a Merry merry and blessed Christmas!
hehe..
Hope all you spent it either with your families or loved ones..
As for me, I spent it with my family despite several things happening at home..
But then again, with prayers and blessings from God, I am pretty sure things will be ok again.. hehe..
And I just opened my Facebook and yeah,
typical common notifications,
weddings!

Well, to those who got married,
I am so happy for you!
May your marriage be blessed and your love will last till death you apart.. 
And to those whose engaged,
get married fast!
Who knows what turbulence you two might face amidst all the busy preparations.. 
and to those whose still single like me,
love the status first and things will happen to fall in the right place..
like me!
I mean, i am loving the status and still awaiting for things to fall in the right place..

Anyways, just received notification about results!
Well, basically I have went through three BIG things this year which are namely:
1. SPP interview
2. Final exams
3. Posting (determine my future and future partner... hhaha on the latter part)

Therefore, the first result came out and ....
I passed!
The perfect Christmas gift ever..
So now, still keeping my finger-crossed for the next two.. May these two be another good surprises to end this year.. =)

Jenny~

11.11

Beautiful date indeed.
11.11.
And i just knew from facebook as well as google that is the Singles' Awareness Day..
And so, big shout-out to the singles including me,
HAPPY SINGLES' DAY to all the singles!
Have you given a gift for yourself?
Or maybe go pampering yourself all alone?
Or maybe have a fine dining on your own?
Well, if you haven't, I haven't too!
But i guess, the best gift to give myself is to be happy and blocking all negative thoughts from overpowering me.
hehe..

Anywayz, it has another meaning too.
I mean the date.
It also a day for the couples to profess their love to their "only one".
So, couples.
You know what you should do.
hehe..
So, I guess that's it..
For those married or in a relationship, hope you are happy with you "one and only one", not only today, but every single day of your life.
For the singles and seeking for someone right now and then, all the best and I pray for your success. Seek one not because he/she is handsome of pretty, but because of that spark!
And for myself, I wish myself to be happy regardless of my status and continuously pursue happiness in various forms of love. 

Jenny~

To You!

Ok, this is a super late birthday post..
But shout-out to my crazy friend for 5 long years, happy belated birthday!
Thanks for being such a crazy friend I had,
with your crazy ideas and opinions,
as well as the crazy sharing that we had when you are in your "that moment"..
hahaha..
being in this friendship with you for 5 long years isn't easy,
and though we do argue and i might have done things that might have offended you,
i am still glad we are still crazy like we usually do..
and now, i wish you all the best in everything you are doing...
whether it's about your life, friendship, love or whatever it is,
do things that make you happy each day,
think before you jump into actions,
and always remember to be happy...
hahaha...
and yes, i support your decisions despite all the lectures that i seriously love to give.. 
but at the end of the day, you got me by the side when you need me..
teehee.. 
Happy Belated Birthday again, crazy friend! =D

WONGFU Production coming to Tokyo!

Ok, so whose WongFu Production anyways?
Well, I think I did mention this previously but here we go again,
they are made up of 3 American Born Chinese and has been producing wonderful, funny videos about love, friendship and relationship..
And I got hooked up with them since they are just so funny and interesting people..
And, Phil (one of the guys) posted that they are coming over to Tokyo's Youtube office,
and they are going to hold a fan meeting there!
Ok, I am in Malaysia and Tokyo is like really far away..
But, I somehow took the chance to fill in the form given and see whether I am lucky enough to get a pass to meet them..
I mean, even if I get doesnt mean I can go right?
But nothing wrong with trying, right?

So, I filled up the form..
and this morning, checked my mail..
AND I GOT THE PASS!
Ok, excited!!! No, super excited!!
But, unluckily it falls on this weekend,
and even if i want to go, there is no flights available..
so yeah, saddddddd~~~~~
But, this somehow shows me that I am indeed lucky.. haha..
Anywayz, I hope that they would come over to Malaysia again like previous years,
and hopefully at that time, I would be able to attend their meet-ups and see them in person! 
GO WONGFU!

Jenny~

1 more to go

Just completed the utmost important interview of my life, SPP interview!
Well, for your information, it's somehow like an interview for job..
wait, it is actually!
So, preparation was made and finger-crossing was done,
and thank God, the interview went well.
I could say that i have tried my best despite the stuttering here and there due to nervousness!
But, I did answer all the questions with my group members and though I do not dare to put high hopes, I do hope that all of us are able to pass with flying colours for this interview..
So now, one more to go..
Final exams!
3 papers and then, goodbye campus,
and then it would be another new world that I am entering again..
And the cycle will start anew again..
sigh.
but, despite everything, hopefully things will turn out well. =)

Jenny~