Missing

Train chugging along the railway,
and there she is,
at her old spot,
doing her usual routine,
reading her books, 
checking on her endless works,
sipping her hot cup of latte,
and just watching as time goes by.

Sometimes, 
she felt like something is missing in her life,
and instead of kept searching for it,
she tends to just give in to it.
There are times that she felt like a fool,
like she got tricked,
like she was being played around,
like it was something not supposed to happen to her.

But sometimes,
she felt like her life is complete,
and instead of doing anything to it,
she tends to just give in to whatever is in it.
There are times that she indeed felt like a fool too,
like she is feeling too happy with it,
like she is putting too much hopes and expectations in it,
like this is something too unreal for her.

Nevertheless,
she stopped herself from thinking way too much.
It is not the time to think so much,
but it's time to stay focus on her path,
especially in the crucial turning point of her career,
and just let the other side falls nicely when the timing has come.

She waits,
not for the particular friend only,
but for the right person to finally step forward,
and hold on to her.

Jenny~