My new co-writer, A

Hi guys.

It's been a while after the last post,

And as I have been juggling my time between my career, hobbies and also my relationship, 

I have not been updating for quite some times. 

So here it goes. 

I have a new co-writer!

He will be updating it from time to time,

Not too sure what's he is going to update you guys, 

But I'm sure it's going to be wonderful for you guys and me to read!

Till the next post from me. 

Jenny. 

Hi, readers around the world! Thank you for supportting this blog for all these years. I am “A”, the new co-writer for this blog. Due to the main writer being busy parto (dating!),  I have been assigned to become the co-writer for minimum wages. 

How i met the main writer, you ask? We met at our friend's wedding. She said that she was looking for someone handsome to be the cowriter, so,  here I am, the most handsome man in the wedding at her service. 

I like pizza, pork, meat and curry (TMI). (Mentioning it here to let you all know a bit about me and also to hint that someone to cook these food for me.) 

To be a good co-writer, I had been studying and reading the past posts in this blog to slowly understand the whole thing about this blog. I found out that our main writer likes to go to the train station a lot. Well, I will be with the main writer at every train station next time. Therefore, if you want to find us, please seek for us at the train station (if you can!) That's all from me. Stay tuned for the next post.

A. 

09.03.2021. Our first month.

Today is our first month being together as a couple.

Honestly speaking, till now, I couldn't believe that you are my boyfriend and I am your girlfriend.

The countless times that you touched my heart with your words and actions,

makes me feel lucky each day that I have met you on that wonderful day.

Thanks for making me feel warm each day through your words and actions.

Thank you for appreciating me and giving me little gifts that meant the world for me on normal days instead of during festive times.

Thank you for making me touched by your constant reassurance that we are going to be in this adventure together in a long run.

Thank you for making me smile during my most emotional times and holding my hands tight to make your presence known.

And thank you for choosing me and loving me in your own unique ways.

Though many would say that this is just a honeymoon phase where everything seems beautiful,

I know that there is a long road ahead of us,

obstacles and challenges are bound to happen,

and I am ready to take on with it as long as you are by my side.

Let's do this, love.

May we go through each day together and be in this adventure of ours in a long run.

Love you.

Jenny. 

Happy Valentine's Day.

 14.02.2021.

Valentine's Day used to be a day where I would sit in my room alone,

lying on my bed,

scrolling on social media and seeing all the happy couples posting pictures of them celebrating,

while I'm all alone in my room.

And eventually cried myself to sleep or bringing work to my table and worked till I'm tired and dozed off.

But this year, it was different.

For the first time after almost 10 to 11 years,

I finally get to spend it with someone special who I am glad to call as my boyfriend.

And for the first time, I felt so lucky to have spent this day like how I wanted it to be,

simple.

Instead of expensive flower bouquet that wouldn't last long,

he gave me a pot of orchid that will bloom always when taken care of with love and attention.

Instead of spending time at town,

he came to my house, gave me lots of hugs and kisses, and brought me for a short walk while holding hands at my neighbourhood.

Instead of fancy dinner and steak + wine,

I cooked simple dishes for dinner and he finished everything up though I doubt whether it was really nice or not,

Instead of going home after dinner, he insisted to stay longer to accompany me and to listen to all sorts of stories,

while laughing and having a great time.

This is indeed the kind of Valentine's Day that I wish to do with my partner.

Simple and filled with love is more than enough for me. 

Thank God that you were here.

Thank God for sending you at the right time.

Thank God for everything. 

Jenny~

She said yes.

She woke up in the morning,

smiling while replaying all the moments previous night.

The moment when he lights up seeing her,

The moment they were laughing and talking with one another,

The moment they first embraced one another warmly,

and the moment when he smiled shyly before asking her to be his special one.

And she said yes.

It felt so unreal and yet, it was real.

She looked outside her window and was glad that she made the decision.

The decision to stay in this town.

The decision to let God to handle everything.

and the decision to fall in love again with the right man.

Yes.

Jenny.

09.02.2021 *hearts*

 Today is the day that I was embraced warmly by you.

Today is also the day that I somehow drove you to the corner by asking what am I in your life.

I wanted a label,

and I was actually scared that one day this sweet dream of mine would pop,

and things will become the worst nightmare.

At least, knowing what am I in your life will help me to determine my feelings in the future.

I didn't expect you would ask me the ultimate question,

and I am sorry if it felt like I forced you to do so.

But my answer is yes.

And no matter what, it has always been yes.

And I am ready to go through this together with you.

Let's embrace each other strengths and weaknesses as we go through each day together.

Thank You God for answering my prayer.

Thank You so much.

The day I am officially taken but not announced to the world. 

Jenny~

Thank you.

 Thank you for being at my side during my mood swing session last couple of days.

Thinking back about the past,

none of the guys really comforted me during my emo sessions,

instead just stayed quiet or making me feel even worse by having to attend their emo sessions instead.

I have been so many people's centre of relief,

and to be able to be relieved by someone else,

to be able to be comforted by someone else,

and to be able to laugh at silly random TMI and pop quiz,

is something that I really appreciate.

Thank you, you,

for making me felt accompanied the whole time I was feeling down,

for making me feel that you are right next to me the whole time,

for making me laugh at your sudden TMI and also pop quiz that makes me blur and speechless.

Thank you, you.

Jenny~

Warm and fuzzy

 Thank you for making me feel warm and fuzzy yesterday.

It's been a while not feeling the warmth from someone else.

And it's indeed quite some time not sitting side by side with someone who makes me feel so safe and warm.

Thank you, you.

Jenny~