Her purpose

She has been wandering around the streets for months by now.
Ever since she left the train station,
she has been wandering about from streets to streets,
cafes to cafes,
and bookshops to another library.

She was trying to find herself,
her purpose,
and her mission in this life.
She has filled with curiosity as to what she is destined to do in this life,
what is her purpose in people's lives,
and why is she hurting badly in almost every encounter.

And finally, she realised that she has been serving her purpose all this while.
To be a source of comfort and laughter to other people.
She realised that all this while, she had been tending to lost souls,
broken-hearted ones,
unloved beings,
as well as those with emotional burdens.

She recalled back all her encounters,
and found that, she had been always there to comfort,
to create happiness,
and to bring them to their starting point.
She sacrificed her own happiness for others,
she gave all her love to others,
hoping that they will do the same to her,
and returned the same favour back to her.
She was hurting badly because it never happened.

She looked up to the sky,
and asked the sky,
if this is really her purpose in this life,
to sacrifice own happiness for others,
to provide a place of comfort to broken ones,
while she is still broken.
She hated the fact,
but slowly, she embraced it,
and made it a part of her.

"I will continue this mission,
to provide comfort and happiness to others,
but this time,
with no more expectations,
and no more heartbreaks."

Jenny~