As the wind blows,

Today, she sat next to her carriage.
She had the opportunity to feel the breeze across her face for the day.
She was happy for the whole time she was in the carriage,
happy that her family members joined her journey for the day,
happy that she had been receiving letters from him almost daily.

But she knew this day would come,
despite how happy she is, there would be a day that she is bound to feel different.
And today, as she is getting along with her piles of workloads,
she received another letter from him.
He told her about his new acquaintances and how they will be working with him,
When she read about it,
there was something that bothers her.

She suddenly felt different,
as if she couldn't accept this new change,
as if this change would threaten the relationship that she has with him.
She felt unsafe,
but she kept quiet.
She replied his letter with a casual tone,
trying to sound as supportive as possible,
but she herself knows her own feelings.

As she sees the postman taking and delivering her letter,
she only has one wish.
She wishes that things would stay the same.
That things wouldn't change.
Even though she knows she should be ready to embrace any kinds of disappointments,
she still wishes she wouldn't have to go through it again.
As the wind blows,
she closes her eyes,
and breathes deeply.

Jenny~