This feeling

This feeling is something that she have never felt for a long time.
A sense of longing.
A sense of wanting to see the person especially when that person is in his weakest form,
A sense of wanting to do everything for the person just to see him gets back to his usual form,
A sense of wanting to be at his side during his worse times,
and kept him accompanied.

But a wall is there,
and she just couldn't get over it,
she wants,
but she couldn't.
She is worried for him,
worried if he has eaten,
worried if he is still in pain,
worried if his condition worsens,
and this is the feeling that she has not felt for quite some time.

Seeing him able to talk like how he usually is brightens her day,
Seeing him able to finish a small bowl makes her feel better,
All she wants is him to recover,
for the first time, she kept telling God,
to make him healthy and strong,
and she doesn't want anymore than that,
but only for him to be free from those pains.

Please get well.
Jenny~