sigh.

u might think its small matter,

but its like ur big day and i was like really looking forward to spending the rest of the day with u..

but with such things happening which is totally unexpected, how should i be calm and not getting disappointed?

i was like thinking of capturing these moments and placed in my memory, u know?

its not like im gonna be stuck at this college forever, spending time with u always..

thr will come a time when its my time to get posted to schools and start teaching, 

and this means we're not seeing each other what more to say spending time together again..

i juz wanna create lots of good memories before leaving, that's all..

too much to ask isit?

sometimes, its sad thinking bout how many things we missed together, u know?

everything is not as difficult as u think, it juz takes a little time and planning to make everythin work...

if and only if u know how i felt and what i wanted all these while...

-sigh-

Jenny