update.

updates:

well, life's so far so good.. just busy with english week since i am da head of committee.. sometimes being da head is fun since u rule everything, but it juz makes u feel tired.. and im like restricted from doing stuffs that i like which is being on da stage, entertaining ppl with the way i talk and attract their attention... i guess i miss being on stage.. anywayz, english week is coming next week and these are the list of things that im gonna get busy on for da whole semester:

1. English week which lasts 3 weeks with never-ending activities... luckily im not in charge as in a whole in those activities but yeah, my duty to make sure everything runs smoothly every night..

2. UBF camping.. im goin for a camp next weekend.. and this is the thing which i anticipate like so much.. coz its gonna be held in Lagud Seberang which is in Tenom.. and somehow im wishing for something now d but dont know whether it will come true or not.. but yeah, looks like losing weight plan is gonna commence real soon..

3. Program Anak Angkat BIG IV - another camping or homestay programme which will be done in one of the selected villages in Keningau.. another fun activity coz we're combining with the Science opsyen which makes me anticipate so much.. and im da MC for this event... da easiest yet the most difficult job ever.. hehe. but i love it.. 

4. and also not forgetting PBS as well as tonnes of assignments which will be unloaded to us real soon.. PBS will be done at my own place which is in Limbang and hopefully things will go well during those time.. hehe. and assignments, i hate u but u have to appear in my life to supposedly make my life better...

5. and allowance gonna be out soon.. and i wanna go KK with my piggy.. i mean spending time to juz chill out and shop for stuffs that i reli like.. hehe.. well, gotta fit tat into my timetable soon.. i mean after da camps.. hmm, hopefully thrs time..

well, i guess these are da updates i can provide bout my life for this semester.. hehehe...

Jenny~

don't go.

Don't go,I don't know where you come from,But you're everywhere I go,I don't know why you chose me,
But as long as you're here,I don't need to know,So don't go..
Jenny~

in case you dont know.

in case you dont know:
1. i love to see cute guys no matter in reality or in dramas and stuffs like that... but it doesnt mean im a flirty type who tends to flirt with them.. honestly, i dont even know how to flirt... i juz know how to make friends..
2. i tend to get worried easily.. when u dont reply my texts without any apparent reasons, or u dont call me telling me what has happened and stuffs like that, i get worried easily and i start getting anxiety attacks.. so do not make me worried.. im worried because u meant something to me..
3. i talk a lot and u might think its annoying.. but i talk a lot bcoz i feel insecure with the condition or merely bcoz i wanna fill in the silence... but if u caught me not talking or getting involved in a topic, its bcoz im bored or i juz dont wanna talk..
4. when u meant something to me, i wanna know everythin about u... bcoz i wanna know, and try to know more about da topics ur interested in so i can catch up with u when hanging out with u and ur friends...
5. i laugh a lot but do u really know how i feel inside? only those really close to me knows da real me, my real feelings and what im really thinking...
6. in case you dont know, i cry silently when im angry, worried or sad... u might now know this, thinking everything is ok.. sometimes i got so used to it, till i know which corner i should hide when i need to break off.. and den da next day, telling myself its a new day and i should smile and forget what happened...

this is me,.. sometimes i feel like a balloon, juz keeping everything into myself till i feel really heavy and den release it on blogs... then start a new day by filling myself with more stuffs... sigh...

Jenny~

early sem

early sem begun quite happily..
i mean after holidays, met piggy and everything turn out like when we were at our first stage of r/ship..
and it actually felt nice..
i mean both of us were like reli close friends and laugh at everything we talked about which basically feels like the first time we're together...
and this feels good..
of course, i dont dare to place high hopes on this r/ship seems we cannot predict the future..
but im putting trust and prayers on this r/ship so that eventually it will turn out well..

anywayz, new subjects on new sem seems more challenging with different levels of difficulty and of course different lecturers...
and with lots of camping activities as well as college's activities, i doubt if there will be time for me at the end..
but for now, am still waitin for my results (finger-crossing)..
hopefully an amble to pass all subjects and of course improve a bit at least..
but am leaving everything to God..
well, i guess that's all da updates am able to share...
oh ya, i cut my hair but not much difference than last time so picture is on fb and for those who din c it, tadaaa~~

Jenny~

holidays over

yeap, da title tellss everything..
holidays end..
am back to campus, my 2nd home and yeah, no water again!
sometimes, its not that im lazy to come back to campus but then da condition itself juz makes me dread to come back..
sigh...
anywayz, holidays were meaningful..
ok, some ppl thinks that holidays should be spent by going here and there aka travelling with friends especially..
some might think that hanging out with friends during holidays is a must and should fill up da whole holidays to make it meaningful..
well, for me, i love my holidays though i stayed at home almost for da whole holidays..
i admit i hav a strict parents who do not reli wan me to go here and there out of safety..
but i appreciate it and listen to them bcoz at da end if da day, i will be given da allowance to go out with my friends in da end.. hehe.. (pictures will be up on da next post)
sometimes stayin at home and spending time listening to mom's stories and dad's talks is worthwhile coz we dont know for how long we could spend our time with them..
well, as conclusion my holidays were great, filled with fun and laughter, and i anticipate for my next holidays which is on aug... but i juz cant wait for da two-months end of da year holidays.. hehe...

Jenny~

end of hols..

holidays are coming to an end d..
and im gonna be heading back to my 2nd home on sat...
am so gonna miss home..
miss da time where i can laze around without feeling guilty or stress...
miss good food and entertainment at home..
nevertheless, this is reality..
plus am a big girl d, so hav to face such environment though..
but still, i love holidays..
time to stay in at home and grow fungus (kidding!)
hehe..
hopefully, new sem will b much more fun n exciting.. ^^

Jenny~

holidays..

am still in my holidays mode..
and holidays are making me extra lazy...
and its kinda felt like i dont wanna go back...
but yeah, hav to face reality and finish what has been started right?

basically, holidays allow me to relax and stop thinkin too much..
and da "great" thing is im gaining weight..
sigh..
but temptations are everywhere, so i guess i'll juz grab and eat/..
at least home's food is much better than cafe's food..
anywayz, hope everyone had a fun and enjoyable holidays though...
lets free our mind before filling it in again with endless routines, assignments and knowledge..

Jenny~
^^