home.

before holidays start and im off for home, these are some pics i would like to share wit u.. hehe... may all of us hav a good journey home and those whose not goin home, may u owes be safe and blessed wit God's grace...

to him, take good care of urself and i'll be back in no time... will miss u vry vry much... hehe... love u.. =)

=love u owes=

Jenny~

holidays~~

holidays are like so near and in fact im goin home on friday, takin da earliest flight off from kk and back to home.. and yeah, assignments are still pending but im gearing up to finish it up before packin and goin home..

well, goin home is sth i anticipate so much coz yeah, i miss my dad n mum especially when we shared on lots of stuffs that can make them laugh till they drop... hehe.. and i miss being at home especially home-cooked food.. so yeah, i cant wait to go home.. but one part of me kinda feel sad coz am gonna be unable to meet, chat, text and hang out with him..

and its not like for a day or two but its for a week or 10 days.. hmm.. well, i guess i need to overcome this obstacle and wait patiently to meet him after holidays... hehe.. and im sure gonna bring back sth.. hehe..

last but not least, am gonna be on holidays so this blog will be on holiday too.. hehe.. so juz wait for my updates when im back ya... i cant wait to come back and meet him but i dread da workload i hav to face when im back.. hmm..

=support me=

Jenny

(^.^)..

had a great weekend and fully energised for some hard work and assignments waitin.. hehe.. thanx to him for makin my weekend one of da best... cant wait to spend it again wit u soon.. =)

=love u owes=

Jenny~

sheesh.

thrs those ppl that i somehow despise in my life not often but at times.. u noe when u say ur wanna do sth and end up lettin other ppl doin it is wat i call ignorant... i mean when u say ur gonna do da stuffs, den please do it instead of procrastinating and wait till da very last moment to do it... and eventually, i cant stand such attitude so i took it and complete it.. and please, if u wanna leave any comment, do leave it before i did it... and not complaining and act as if u know evrythin.. if u noe evrythin den why dont u freakingly do it b4 goin to bed or havin ur leisure time.. and im so GRATEFUL its gonna be over by da holidays...

so in conclusion, if u wanna do sth tat u hav said, den please do it.. coz ur juz showin ur side which i hate da most... if u cant do it, den pass it to someone who can do it and do it in a faster rate instead of spendin time procrastinating... i do procrastinate but at least i know whrs my limit unlike u.... sheesh~

=wat da heck?!=

Jenny

currently.

this week has been a reli hectic week for me wit so many activities and works pending... and i hardly able to get some good nap which is vital for me.. and this results in mood swings and frequent actions of randomness... and i simply cant wait for da weekends to come.. i mean i juz wanna get out from this college and hav some real fun wit him... at least when im back, im fully energised and ready to complete all da stuffs b4 headin home for my raya hols..

today, im in a no mood situation and yeah, im angry... but i realise that i don like being angry esp when it wit someone i love.. coz it simply makes my heart aches and i hate that feeling.. so eventually, i let go of my anger and try to understand... and im sorry if my anger hurts anyone around me, u juz got me at da wrong side of da bed... and da good thing is im not angry anymore.. but mayb not reli in a mood to laugh like crazy unless its somethin worth laughin at...

=i love u so much!=

Jenny~

camwhoring~

what to do.. we love it when da webcam is ok.. hehehe..

Jenny~

love song.

Jenny~

different ppl~

we meet so many ppl in life... thrs good, bad, naughty, funny, crazy and thrs juz ppl tat makes u wonder for a while, wat kind of person are u to them... well, i met with good ppl.. reli good ppl who makes me felt reli grateful for what tehy ahv done for me... they hav helped me so much and understand tis world better...

and i met bad ppl who plans to ruin ur life wit their gossips, talk bad about u and yeah, backstabbing one another... and thanx to them, i learn not to trust till i find that it is worth my trust... and of course i met wit funny n crazy ppl tat makes life felt meaningful and beautiful.. and i do met wit da person tat sparks me up and fell in love wit...

and last but not least, i do met ppl tat leaves me wondering... one second ur ok, da another second, ur not ok.. i can accept this coz hey, im ur buddy~ but sometimes i tink i nid to get out of those situations whr u hav to play guessin game... so sometimes am tired dealin wit these ppl but since they're frens, so yeah, hav to stand...

dealing wit ppl is difficult what more to bear wit certain ppl... i guess i juz nid my family, some of my closest fren and him to help me continue living my beautiful life... not tat im judgin ppl but i hav my own perceptions and all i want is to be happy n live happy...

=friends or not?=

Jenny~

(^.^).

sigh..

im being emo tonite... mayb coz of assignments in which im kinda worried... i mean da deadline istomorrow but y does it seem like u don care? its like not ur marks are involved but mine too.. thinkin on how i hav to prepare da whole thing and then u juz hav to fill in da blank... u might say tat im da one whose willing to do so but hav u ever thought that if im not doin it, will u be doin it? then ur gonna spread to da others sayin im oni doin my part, doesnt help lah, tis n tat lah..

sigh.. and bein emo is so not good.. coz its like evrythin is pissin u off... u get angry easily, cry easily and emotional breakdown in worse cases... and i nvr like myself when im being too sensitive... evrythin is wrong when its right... evryone is makin me angry when they are not doin it... and evrythin i c makes me feel super hyper sensitive... i guess i need a hug... as in a real hug tellin me tat evrythin will be ok..

=sigh=

Jenny~

simple sharing.

been watchin korean drama these few days and learn sth.. and im not so sure if my friend is readin this but i guess thrs no other way to tell u but thru my blog..

-if letting go is so easy, den why hav u chosen to love him?

-if lovin someone is so easy, den why do u doubt urself?

Jenny~

sigh.

i think im gonna get sick physically as well soon... =(

Jenny~

sick~~

dont worry, am not sick as in sick physically.. but am sick mentally... ok procrastination landed on me and i cant back off from procrastinating till reality kicks in... yeap, lets see how many assignments due before my leave for raya holidays:

1. Literasi bahasa - tis week

2. BMK - tis week

3. Language Arts (2 tasks) - tis week and da week before im back home

4. Methodology.... - this week and after raya holidays which is after PBS

and im panicking... but eventually, i grab hold of myself from gettin panic attacks and end up being miserable... and i started to plan my steps.. though its super too late, but hey i did plan... so now am gonna gather up all my strength physicaaly and mentally, and get da work done before im could take a deep breath.. and i wont be letting go my part of fun bcoz of these assignments.. SO NOT gonna let assignments take it away coz im not allowin it... so in conclusion, more white hairs gonna be out again... sheesh.

=sigh=

Jenny