It has been a long, quiet journey as she put down her book and stared outside.
She reminisced the time there was hot coffee in front of her everytime she placed her book down,
but now she couldn't care less.
Coffee was never her type.
And while there are still people passing by and making small talks with her,
she told herself to give other people some chance,
enjoy their company,
and never be swayed by them.
She also reminded herself to never start to daydream on things that would never happen.
She knows it won't happen,
but her little heart is always hoping for it.
She felt much more better now,
no more staring at the empty place in front of her,
feeling back to her old self and old space,
this is the feelings that she is used to.
And all I wish for her is,
one day,
maybe tomorrow, sooner or later,
someone would come again to her booth,
offer her another cup of coffee,
and provides her warmth,
and stay with her till the train stops at the next stop.
Jenny~
Updates.
It's been quite a while not updating this blog.
To caught up with works as well as some emotional aspects in life.
Therefore, let's update.
Work.
Work has been piling up for me especially preparing the kids for their biggest exam on Sept.
But nevertheless, I enjoyed myself teaching kids this year.
Less stress, more fun.
Less scoldings, more laughter.
And somehow it helped me to turn into someone who tries to show my love and affection to them in another ways.
And yes, a lot of opportunities were there,
and am still learning to be better day by day.
Relationship.
Remember the acquaintances I told you the other day?
I thought he was different,
and that something might happen,
but it didnt.
I am not too sure whose fault was it,
but since there are no more replies, I guess that's it.
Don't worry about me.
I was getting mood swings about it,
blaming myself for everything,
and then I realised,
its not my fault,
but his fault for not able to see the good in me.
Other than that, I guess life is still smooth-sailing for now.
I am emotionally stable right now,
and I stopped blaming myself for anything,
because at the end of the day,
it is only the right man who would work hard to make things right,
and not always me who have to straighten things up.
I learnt my lesson.
Jenny~
It's been quite a while not updating this blog.
To caught up with works as well as some emotional aspects in life.
Therefore, let's update.
Work.
Work has been piling up for me especially preparing the kids for their biggest exam on Sept.
But nevertheless, I enjoyed myself teaching kids this year.
Less stress, more fun.
Less scoldings, more laughter.
And somehow it helped me to turn into someone who tries to show my love and affection to them in another ways.
And yes, a lot of opportunities were there,
and am still learning to be better day by day.
Relationship.
Remember the acquaintances I told you the other day?
I thought he was different,
and that something might happen,
but it didnt.
I am not too sure whose fault was it,
but since there are no more replies, I guess that's it.
Don't worry about me.
I was getting mood swings about it,
blaming myself for everything,
and then I realised,
its not my fault,
but his fault for not able to see the good in me.
Other than that, I guess life is still smooth-sailing for now.
I am emotionally stable right now,
and I stopped blaming myself for anything,
because at the end of the day,
it is only the right man who would work hard to make things right,
and not always me who have to straighten things up.
I learnt my lesson.
Jenny~
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