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It's been a while of not updating my blog since January.
I have been really pre-occupied with school works,
and endless workloads that hit me without any preparations.

Due to the endless workloads which hit me unprepared,
I eventually got sick and have been sick on off these few weeks in February.
And it's really tiring and exhausting,
when you're sick and yet, you still need to make sure all those works are completed,
all those classes have to be attended,
and lessons have to be taught.

I blame my perfectionist attitude,
as this costs me my own me-time,
and eventually, costs me a quality rest to actually let my body to heal.
And from today onwards, I tried to be more positive in my working environment,
trying to work hard when I am asked to,
and slow down when my body couldn't take it.

My Masters journey has finally reached its destination!
And I am left with one more presentation in a conference and I am done with it.
Thank God for everything and for the persistence as well as strength given unto me to complete this treacherous journey,
The journey that witnesses me breaking down into tears and seeing me get back up after that,
finally, it's over!

Last but not least,
thank you to you for trying to reply my text daily although you usually reply when I am sleeping.
It feels like we are at two different parts of the world,
where I reply early in the morning and you, late at night.
But I guess, its your efforts to reply counts.
And no expectations, but thank you for those replies,
and those jokes that made me laughed like a small kid again.
Thank you, you.

Jenny~

Belated Valentine's day

Thank you for wishing me a Valentine's day.
This post might seem to be way too late,
but seeing the line of you wishing me a Happy Valentine's day,
and asking of what I did during Valentine's day,
is something that I really appreciate.

Thank you for giving colours to my day, bits by bits.

Jenny~

When one door closes

People says that when one door closes,
another one opens up.
And I do believe in it.

I remember how I always revisit that particular door,
to see whether he is over there waiting for me,
and I apparently wasted almost 2 and a half years waiting at that particular door,
until one day,
I decided to enter the door and find him.
And I did.
But instead of giving the second chances like what I always did,
I expressed my anger in words,
giving him a piece of my mind,
and finally, I was relieved.
I was released.

I walked off,
shut the door,
nail it and walked off.
And when that door closes,
it is true that another door seems to open a bit.
The old me would be waiting at that particular door again,
but not now.
I started to wander around,
visiting the new door once a while,
and went off on my adventure.
Because I believe that if that door is indeed opened for me,
it will always stay open for me.

Jenny~