quotes for da day..

Jenny~

after holidays.

well, holidays juz ended and i seriously cant wait for the end of da semester...
i mean da end of da yr hols is like so much longer and i juz cant wait for it..
anywayz, i went back a week earlier since im havin my PBS back at Limbang.. and yeah, i enjoyed it like a lot.. coz da kids there are like so cute and i was like thinking, can i have kids like them? haha.. after PBS, i went back home and spent my time back at home which is so much fun and relaxing... and yeah, completed several assignments as in drafts while having good food at home..

and now, am back at my 2nd home and when i reached here, i received a sad news where one of my batch-mate has passed away in his sleep.. it is really sad since his presence will be really missed by all of us... anywayz, like what my lecturer said, God gives God takes.. for those who is still living, we really have to take good care of ourselves and our health... and appreciate every single moment in our lives..

well, as for me, am preparing myself for upcoming camp and yeah, assignments fever right now where all of us will be competing with time to finish their assignments.. and when everythin is done, it will be exam and then da best part, holidays! Hope that everythin will go well and work out as what have already been planned earlier by God... ^^

Jenny~

stranger.

Have you ever met someone who can light up your whole day? Someone who suddenly appears out of nowhere but made you smile every time you see each other? Maybe you met that person in your town, at work, at the store or through a friend. But you find out that they’re not from here. They live far away, and in a few days they are going back home. The last day before leaving, you decide to meet up for a little while. But you missed one other, so you have to go back home with an empty heart and a question constantly ringing in your head. Will you ever meet again? You have not a name, a phone number or Facebook. What are the odds that you will ever meet again? Very very minimal..
(http://leloveimage.blogspot.com)

-something that i have went thru and wonders when will this fairytale begins again.-

Jenny~

care.

sometimes, its not me who wanna control every little details of ur life...
i mean, im da type who get worry easily..
i'll start to think if ur sick or something happened to u till u cant reply my msgs...
i'll start to think whether am i getting da same fate like one of my friends' previous r/ship..
do u know how scary it is thinking about those things..
it juz makes u feel like hanging from a cliff, apparently waiting for the time either get rescued or fall off...

i mean i dont hav to know everything about u..
im not the type that needs to know everything till when ur entering the toilet, or what ur eating...
at least let me know what will u be doing so that when i dont get any replies, i know what is happening..
i juz dont like being angry over petty stuffs but sometimes these petty stuffs juz make me angry and it hurts being angry especially with someone u care so much...
sigh.
i guess this is another little obstacles that everyone may be going thru one way or another...

Jenny~

weekend.

well, finally i get da getaway i wanted for a long time but it wasnt really that satisfying as i thought.. well, we went to kk on fri and back today. and we were quite in a rush and pity my boy since his legs were not reli well at the moment.. but we spent so much time together and the best part of it is juz holding hands and walking to one place to another together... i juz felt so close to him tat time and u know what, i enjoyed those long distance walking from one place to another...

and back here, i guess i know what's da problem with me.. i have been thinking about my future with him all this while, and keep filling myself with questions and uncertainties which could only be answered in the future.. and bcoz of that, im getting depressed and yeah, cried a lot thinking about the possibilities of getting and not getting together... but today when i actually spent time with him, i start to think that what matters the most is now.. if i wanna make this relationship a happy one, i should start making happy memories and stop making myself sad for no reasons... i mean i have another two more years and im gonna be graduating, and it means im not gonna be havin the chances to c him everyday like now...

well, im goin for another getaway soon and this time, i'll make sure im gonna complete my to-do list.. hehe. gotta save my budget, i guess... but in the meantimes, i felt so much better right now and i guess i dont mind about how our future will be as long as we're still together now...

Jenny~