My Love

 So I watched this movie, My Love, recommended by my boyfriend.

At the first glance, I thought it would be just a normal high school love story where at the end of the day,

the male character and female character didn't get together.

And it was indeed the plot of the story.

But there were several parts that triggered the sadness in me and as if it brought me to the past.

Words.

Words are the most wonderful things that could be spoken and heard.

And yet, it brings the most damage to the person closest to you when used wrongly.

Timing.

Not all timing was right.

Just when we thought that the timing was right, it wasn't,

and both parties were hurt because of it.

Moving on.

Moving on hurts.

Moving on after such a great length of year wasn't easy at all.

But the moment you decided that it's over,

and walked towards a new beginning,

it would be the most wonderful amidst the most heartbreaking thing to do.

Goodbye to the lovely days,

Hello to even more lovelier days ahead.

Goodbye to the lonely days,

Hello to brighter days ahead.

Stop pacing back and forth in darkness.

It's time to take the courageous step forward into the brightness,

and you might find someone is there to take your hands.

Jenny.

9.6.2021

 Happy 4th month, love.

Thank you for being there at all times for me.

Thank you for willing to pick up new skill which is cooking skill.

Thank you for making and sending me breakfasts,

You do not know how happy I felt these days having someone like you to cook for me despite still learning,

You make my dreams come true which is to have someone cook for me despite just a beginner,

and because of that,

I love you more and more each day.

Thank you for being there for me and dealing with my anxiety at all times.

Thank you for making me feel safe and comforted at all times,

and thank you for just being present in my life at all times.

To more months ahead,

and to more fun times together.

Love, 

Jenny