Thursday, October 29, 2020 0 comments

October

Hi everyone.

It's been quite some time that I have not been updating what I have been doing all this while.
So, let's start.
I have finally received my Surat Tamat Pengajian for my Masters and I am super glad to say that I am currently on my way for my convocation which will be held next year.
Hopefully it will be conducted safely due to the current situation.
Besides that, career wise, a lot have happened and despite the free time that I have been enjoying,
I am proud to inform all of you that I have received my APC (Anugerah Perkhidmatan Cemerlang) last month.
It was an achievement to me and I am glad that all my hard works were appreciated through such incentives.
And all of this wouldn't have happened if my administrators as well as my colleagues were being so supportive and helpful at all times.
Besides that, I have been actively helping out my PK1 in her duties for the sake of knowledge and also participated in an action research campaign organised by the local educational office.
So yeah, career has been smooth sailing and I have been enjoying the free time that was given to me this year right after completing 2 years of hectic double lives as student and a teacher.

Life.
Life is full of surprises.
And one of the surprises is that I have eventually decided to lose weight.
The journey of losing weight started back on July whereby colleagues as well as officers have often mistaken me as a mom with kids due to my body image.
I was low in confidence and barely could fit in my clothes as well as dresses anymore.
And I was determined to shed off those weights.
And now October, I am glad to say that from 72kg, I have managed to reduce to 65kg after maintaining a series of workout routines at home as well as at school during PJ lessons.
I was able to control my diet and reduce my carbs intake during my meals.
Though it was really difficult to say no and there were times where I succumbed to temptation of eating fried food and sweet stuffs, 
all it takes is to workout extra and start dieting the next day again.
And now, I am feeling much more confident with myself and am ready to go out to meet new people right after Covid-19 is over.

Aside from that, I have started my prayer routine at night time.
All thanks to a friend who reached out to me and requested me to join Christeen to grow in faith.
It's been a while but I have always wanted to be involved with church but not knowing how.
And all it takes was a little push and there I was, in my first meeting with the members.
It was fun and despite me not knowing anything there, I had the urge to be involved in the planning for activities in 2021.
I have also tried my best to continue to have conversation with God every night before sleep.
I acknowledge that it's been quite some time of not having a heart to heart conversation with God.
And I hope that it's not too late to start all over again.
Pray for me everyone that I would be able to be strong and maintain my pace in my spiritual growth.

Last but not least, relationships.
Just when I thought that this year could be the year for me to meet new people and maybe strike a new relationship, Covid hits and there you go.
Zero progress in relationships.
But I guess this may be the sign that I should take this time to prepare myself again physically, emotionally and spiritually for any future relationship.
I remember reading an article about prayers seeking for the other half,
and one line strikes a chord in my heart.
It says that God always has a plan for us.
He will always lead our other half to us in the best season and in the best timing.
And all we need to do is continue to pray and believe in His plans,
which is something that I am currently doing right now.
I believe that He is sending my other half to me now,
and all I need to do is to prepare myself and to continue to believe in Him.
I believe that all of the things that I was put into in this life is leading me to him,
and all I need to do is to believe in His best timing.
And that's what I am doing now.

So, I guess that's all the updates that I owe for almost 3 months.
Oh yeah, I also bought a virtual ticket the other day to watch BTS MOTS: One concert,
and it was worth every penny!
And they are currently preparing their new album BE so don't forget to support them as well.
And if there are any ARMY from Malaysia who might read this blog post, can you drop me a comment on how to pre-order their new album as apparently Weverse Shop don't deliver to Malaysia.
Borahae, ARMY!

Forgive me for my fangirling despite being at this age.
This is the only thing that entertains me day by day.

Love,
Jenny~
 
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