End of November!

Yeap, written well and clear..
It's the end of November and we're going into December in just a few more hours..
well, November was a good month for..
we had exams and yeah, da journey back home and spending time to laze around, doing nothing and gaining weight..
yeah, its pretty much a good month to relax and free from any tensions or stress back in college..
but, December is approaching!
and why am i having mixed feelings for this month?

firstly, i am anxious because results might be out anytime this month..
and i am not sure what are my grades..
i did my best though but assignments was a total disaster...
and i do not wanna remind myself again..
and then, i'm kinda sad coz it means one more month being at home and then, flying back to college.. 
but why am i happy?
it's Christmas soon!
and i love Christmas..
the gathering and the songs here and there..
though we dont do gift exchanges within family, but what's more important is good food, good company and lotsa loves..
and it is also another good news,
it signifies my final year in college!
awesome December! 
but may everything will go well for this month and be blessed with love.. =D

Jenny~

Understanding thru songs.

During this holidays, I had been like listening to Katy Perry's new songs,
And I am really into a few of her songs,
The lyrics just hit me right in my heart,
And somehow it made me smile n of course, cried.

One of it was "it takes two".
It talks bout two sides of a story,
In which when I thought of da past,
There were indeed two sides that I was glad I opened my eyes to see it.
Same goes to the next song, "ghost"..
That talks bout how now one bcome stranger..
And yes, we are now strangers..
N am not thinkin to change this..

Sometimes, lyrics of certain songs are so magical..
It wakes u up to reality n help u reach ur inner feelings..
N help u to get over it..
Listen to those two songs,
N feel wat I felt..

Jenny~

Leaving

Today is a sad day for me..
I lost one of my dearest family which is my grandma..
A strong lady that nvr got over my grandpa..
A lady that shows me her strength n her true love to her family..
It happened unexpectedly n it made me feeling really sad.
I did not get to go back n see her,
But i know she is now in a better place with my grandpa n my uncle..
Dear grandma,
Thanx for da laughter, stories n ur smiles that makes me anticipating evry end of da yr..
I might nt b a good grand-daughter but I will miss u a lot..
May u rest in peace n happy always up there.

Jenny~

goodbye semester 6.

the title says it all..
exam has ended for this semester and yes, it signifies the end of my semester 6..
and also the end of this year, 2013 is approaching really soon..
and my home is coming real soon too! 
haha..

so packing session began,
all da cellotape sounds and dragging and pushing luggages and boxes can be heard..
and people saying "happy holidays" echoes throughout the hostel..
and i am also one of those people...
this semester is a meaningful one for me..
 went through practicum where i met so many kids and finally found my real purpose of life..
went through painful moment once and for all, and now forgetting and deleting process occurs...
but the good thing?
i met new people, people that makes me smile and laugh at all time,
meeting people that i know is a friend and always be a friend,
so yeah, this semester is ended with a happy ending, i guess?
i hope the start of another new semester would begin fresh and happy..

so, happy holidays to my fellow readers..
i wish all of u safe journey back home and enjoy every single day back home..
=)

Jenny~

Hush.

Was going through the songs that i have in my laptop,

when i actually listened to one of Avril Lavigne's songs..

title?

Hush hush..

actually its a new track from her newest album..

and some part of the lyrics reflect how i felt all this while..

which part you might ask?

well, these are some of the parts of the lyrics that strikes me.

"So go on, live your life

So go on, say goodbye

So many questions

But I don't ask why

So this time I won't even try

Hush, hush, now"

"When I try to forget you

I just keep on remembering

What we had was so true

And somehow we lost everything

Hush, hush, now"

i'm moving on finely,

just sometimes,

when those days come,

bits of memories still flashback to me.

and so,

i wake myself up to face the cold,

and place my feet to the next step.

Jenny~

people.

in life, there are many kinds of people that we will meet..
the good ones, the bad ones, the two-faced, the wicked behind the scenes, the nicest ones no matter what and lots more..
and some of these people became our friends (unnoticed) and some remains to be the ones that we safeguard ourselves from...

but the main point here is, 
no matter who we meet, who we talk to or share with,
we must always be careful..
we never know when or who or even how will these things we tell turn around and be against us...
and how these things could be such a big issue after being added with surplus of fake? information and yeah, salt and pepper here and there..
and how these issues could degrade us and make us felt so low...

i've been there in the past yrs,
and i know how that felt..
and in order to protect myself,
i learn to defend myself.
i learn to share only with the ones i trust.
i learn not to divulge too much about my personal stuffs..
and i learn to only trust myself and no one else when it comes to big secrets..

i guess human beings are like that..
love to see people happy,
and love to see people sad and being criticised...
reality is indeed cruel..
all we gotta do is protect ourselves and remember to only believe that,
if we did it right, we will always be right..

Jenny~

Special Post for a Special Person~~

The title says it all..
today and tomorrow's post will be dedicated for a special person...
have met this person and been friends with her for almost 4 years by now..
went thru all the crazy, random, happy sad and wrecking moments with her...
and shared like almost everything that we think we should do so.. haha..
so for this really good friend of mine,
listen to the words written by me today on 7th November 1990 (11.30pm)..

I thank God for giving such a beautiful angel to this Earth..
though you went thru so many hardships in the past,
but those had made u wonderful as today.
I hope that you will continue to be strong and wonderful like how you are now.
And would always maintain your personality though we might know how we are gonna be like in the future...
May today be one of those happiest moments that you would remember,
even though there are no surprises this year,
but there will be one when u least expect..
anywayz, happy birthday!
You will always stay young though the age number is going up..
I wish you happy always,
pretty always,
smart always,
and wise always in making any decisions..
God bless ya, best friend!
and may God bless our friendships and that I would be able to stick to you forever (hahahhaa...)...

(suddenly, i feel so sweet... haha...)
Saranghaeyo! =D
Jenny~

November.

November is finally here...
not too late to blog about this wonderful month right?
well, i'm kinda excited whenever November is here..
though it is somehow cramped with exams and stress but,
home is coming!

anywayz, November wish?
i wish that everything planned including exams will go smoothly..
and be back to where i belong...

Jenny~