new and final.

so, just got back from one month long of holidays,
and yeah,
welcoming myself to the new and final semester..
time indeed passed really fast,
without knowing it,
i am now already in the final semester and will be out to work real soon..
all those dreams of being in the last semester, doing and completing thesis as well as convocation right now seems so near to me..
when i actually thought back about what i have went through here throughout the five years of studies,
i realised that,
there were so many memories built in here,
the good ones,
the bad ones,
the sweet ones that i wish to cherish for a long time,
as well as the bitter ones that i wish to forget and never remember it back..

but all those memories are the ones that build me to be the one i am right now..
the changes that occur to me,
the changes in the way i think and look at life,
the changes in the way i see a relationship,
all these are the results of the experience and observations that i have done throughout the years,
and all this,
i believe,
have created a better me.

it's already hectic within the first week,
and all i could say is,
to get on the business,
finish what i unfinished,
and when the time comes,
pack up,
look ahead,
and venture into another new chapter.
and until that time come,
i will remain strong to overcome whatever that comes in my way.

Jenny~

holiday 2nd week

ok, i think its the second week of the holidays,

or is it third week?

i'm lost in my holidays..

anywayz, holidays has taken a toll on me,

and i have gained weight!

like seriously...

omg~

ok, im making a big issue out of this..

actually, its not so much weight gain,

just that sometimes i felt like i look so big especially at those problematic areas..

sigh..

i seriously hope all those walks could help me to at least cut down a bit..

and during holidays,

i did a lot of thinking,

i thought about whether should i make a change,

whether the changes that i have planned for myself will bring benefits to me,

and whether i should or should not implement these changes.

these days, 

i felt like its time to start putting myself in the first place.

not that i am not gonna be good to everyone,

just that, its time to really look into a person before deciding on how i should act to them.

why?

because my feelings are much more important to be cared of instead of someone else's feelings.

because yeah, i can take care of others' feelings but whose gonna take care of mine at the end of da day?

Jenny~