Hope.

She sat at her train, staring outside.
It was a rainy day and yeah, she caught a cold herself.
Wrapped in her own sweater and thick blankets with aromatic coffee,
she sat and started to read her books,
when she caught a glimpse of the man she saw the other day.

The man walked to her carriage,
introduced himself,
and started what might have been a short conversation into a long one.
They shared the same interests,
laughed around at each other's jokes,
and shared some of their personal stories.

She thought that this might be the one,
she was happy hanging out with the man,
and at the time when she thought she dont need such company,
she needed one.

Until one day.
The man stopped visiting her carriage.
She thought she wasnt affected by it,
but she was.
She then realised that she shouldnt have placed any hopes.
shouldnt have hoped for a longer conversation,
shouldnt be too happy for it,
shouldnt think of it too much.

Wrapped in her blanket,
she stopped staring at the hallway with hope,
she has decided.
the one who deserves her would not make her wait hopelessly,
and would no longer make her stare at the hallways with hope.

xoxo
Jenny~