Christmas

Christmas is two days away,
and I can feel the spirit of Christmas in malls, TV as well as in most of my social medias.
As for me, 
Christmas is the same every year.
Celebrating it in the church with others, having a simple dinner with family and I guess that's it.
The way of celebrating it has became the same every year.
However, as I grow more mature,
I learnt that it's not about the materials,
or the decorations,
or the food at the table that matters the most.

What matters the most,
is with who we are celebrating it.
As for me, I am lucky I am celebrating it with my family every year.
Celebrating it with my loved ones are the most important to me,
though at times, I do hope that I could celebrate it differently.
But no matter what, I wanna wish everyone whose reading it a blessed Christmas!
May this Christmas makes all your wishes come true!

And as for me,
my personal Christmas wish list?
Peace and happiness for my family and closest friends,
and someone to celebrate the future Christmases. ^^

Jenny~

Letter

Today,
as she sat on her couch,
staring outside the window as usual,
a man came and passed her a rose and a letter,
telling her that it is from someone she knows.

Feeling curious, 
she opened the letter and it was from the person she knows,
her heart flutters reading the letter,
and smiled all the way,
until she read the last line of the letter.

She doesn't understand it,
she doesn't know how to react to an ambiguous line,
she doesn't know whether she should be happy with it,
or should she remain poker face with it,
she quickly wrote a reply,
asking for a clarification and asked the man to deliver it to him.

And she waits,
and waits.
At first, she was trembling with excitement,
thinking that finally, she could get off this carriage.
But then, she started to have mixed feelings.
What if all of this is just simply a joke?
What if the person she knows was just simply playing around with her?
What if it wasn't the truth and he is simply referring to other people?

For the first time,
she couldn't wait to get off at the next stop to meet him.
To finally hear the truth,
that could either break her heart one more time,
or bring her to the everlasting freedom which she was eager to feel again.

Jenny~

December

Holidays have been monotonous so far,
which leads to my lack of updates in my blog these days.
But December is here,
and it is indeed some time to update here and there a bit.

Career is put into a halt during the holidays.
It feels different not waking up in the early morning, preparing for work,
meeting colleagues, meeting kids for classes and juggling with various needs.
It feels nice not having to wake up early in the morning and dealing with works,
but I do miss all the rush and workloads,
it somehow takes my mind off from stuffs that I shouldn't be overthinking.

Relationship is a total zero if it was with a guy.
Relationship is a total mess if if it's related to work.
Well, the conclusion here is, never be too nice and never treat what other people says about you as the true you.
No one knows me better than I do,
and most importantly, I am not afraid to receive comments and criticisms,
as long as it is based on facts.

Nevertheless,
11 more days to Christmas,
and 2 more weeks to another brand new year!
And will be updating this blog with my personal Christmas wish list,
reflecting on this year's resolution,
and will be posting up new resolutions for next year!
Till then.

Jenny~