me~

if there is a single word to describe this feeling,

i'll use it to say it out,..

if there is a single action to show u this feeling,

i'll use it to show u..

if there is a single thought to tell u how i am feelin inside,

i'll use it to tell u..

but,

i juz couldnt find any,

words, actions or thoughts,

to show it to u...

if fear is da word,

den it means im afraid in losin,

if anxious is da action,

den it means im worried in losin,

if tear is a thought,

den it means i will fall into pieces,.

if u decided to enter,

den please lock da door up behind u,

coz i cant bear to see u leavin me behind..

=what can i say?=

Jenny~

give this song to him!

I’ll back off so you can live

Say it directly, while looking at me
Say it looking straight into my eyes
Did you say you want to break up?
Do you want to end it with me?

(I know) you probably got a lady
(I know) you probably got sick of me
Even though tears are rushing to me

I’ll back off so you can live
That’s all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you will be happy without me
The love you tossed away
You can take it
Don’t leave even a trace behind,
And take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me

Sorry, my Sweety
Your lips told me that you’re leaving
Why does it give me a reason to be angry?
I need to stop you…
But the words just don’t come out
And you’re already moving far away

(I know) you will forget me
(I know) I will really hate you
Even though you know everything

I’ll back off so you can live
That’s all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you will be happy without me
The love you tossed away
You can take it
Don’t leave even a trace behind,
And take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me

(You) the reason I lived
(You) you were all that I wanted
You~ The only one I looked at

(Why) Why are you leaving?
(Why) Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?

Do you happen to remember that day
The day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies
I believed it

Did you really love me?

I’ll forget you so you can live better

this is actually a korean song but yeah, am givin da translation so that am able to share it with my friend.. to my friend: give this song to him and make sure he understand the lyric... and dont worry, my dear friend..thrs someone out there for u if it wasnt him..=)

=i'll owes be here for u, my fren!=

Jenny~

enchanted~

There I was again tonight

Forcing laughter, faking smiles

Same old tired, lonely place

Walls of insincerity

Shifting eyes and vacancy

Vanished when I saw your face

All I can see, is that it was enchanting to meet you

You're eyes whispered 'have we met?'

Crossed the room, your sillohuette

Starts to make its way to me

The playful conversation starts

Counter all your quick remarks

Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you

All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling

Don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck

Blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

One game question kept me up

2 AM, who do you love?

I wonder till I'm wide awake

I know I'm pacing back and forth

Wishing you were at my door

I'd open up and you would say 'hey'

It was enchanting to meet you

All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling

Don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck

Blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew, ooh

This night is flawless

Don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck

Dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page

Not where the storyline ends

My thoughts will echo your name

Until I see you again

These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you

Please, don't be in love with someone else

Please, don't have somebody waiting on you

Please, don't be in love with someone else

Please, don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling

Don't you let it go

]I'm wonderstruck

Blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless

Don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck

Dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

Please, don't be in love with someone else

Please, don't have somebody waiting on you

=please dont be in love wit somebody else=

Jenny~

i dont know

tell me what i dont know,

coz i wanna be someone good enough for u..

dont hide it from me..

coz it juz make me dont know wat ur thinkin..

i dont know anythin..

all i know now,

is i still love you...

Jenny~

love,love,love!

my love to u, my friends, family and God..

Hello Panda biscuits!!

Big Apple donuts! (ooo, my all time fav!)

ice-cream of all kinds of flavours!!

chocolates no matter black or white!

=love! love! lovE!=

Jenny~

normal..

am back to da normal me... da normal me where anger, jealousy and stuffs like that wont conquer me that easily.. i think im much more lovable in this way, right? hihi..

to the person who hav to bear wit my anger,

to the person who hav to bear wit my jealousy,

to the person who hav to listen to me being sarcastic,

to the person who hav to bear wit my randomness,

to the person who hav to bear wit me being manja2x all da time,

i wanna say sorry and forgive me for being such a lousy person..

sorry for making u feel bad and makin evrythin looks so bleak..

and sorry is the only word that i can think of now...

right now, im back to my normal state...

and i promise u,

i'll do much more better and bcome da person u first fall for last time..

(lets go eat ice-cream! hehe...)

=i still love u=

Jenny~

heartbreaker?

this post is for general use, and is not intended to anyone... hihi... orite, da story is this... heartbreakers are the term where i used to those who breaks ppl hearts either that person is someone's gf or bf, or even someone's best friends and stuffs like tat... so, im wondering why do they break ppl's heart though intended or maybe not?

when u enter someone's life, ur meant to create good memories not only for urself, but also for others right? so it seems that ur part is a good part right? so why bother break ppl's heart in the end? i mean i did get heartbroken last time and its funny coz when i thought back about it, it seems like breaking ppl's heart is such an easy job... it is as if our heart is a piece of glass and someone juz threw a big stone against it, shattering it.... do u noe how painful is tat and how long does it take to recover all da pieces and stick it back to the usual place?

so these are da questions to those who loves to break ppl's heart out there...

why bother breaking ppl's heart if u don wanna get hurt?

why coming into someone's life, making good memories and eventually spoiling it?

why making someone smile when in the end, u make tat person cry?

and last but not least,

why enter someone's life and leave not wit a good purpose but causing so much pain and sorrow?

so before breaking someone's heart, answer all these and remember karma do happens... u do something bad, that something bad will come chasing after u... so to those who love breaking ppl's heart, stop it before it happens back to u...

=break my heart, and i'll break urs=

Jenny~