Saturday, March 19, 2011 0 comments

love.

I love this keychain!

=surprises doesnt have to come out big n expensive=
Jenny~
Friday, March 18, 2011 0 comments

i turn to you.


"I turn to You" - Christina Aguilera

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
pushing me to the top, girl.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.

For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true

When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
that gets me through the night.


For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...

a song that caught my heart tonite with its meaningful lyrics and i dedicate this song to my friends whom have protected me and to my dearest parents for givin me faith and trust... and this song is dedicated to u~
=i hope u will always be there for me=
Jenny~
Thursday, March 17, 2011 2 comments

me.


i love to write about ppl..
and i label them as "u", another "u"...
but now, i wanna write about "me"...
mayb those who read this might juz get some info bout "me"

i feel happy when someone think of me...
i feel happy when someone did something sweet to me...
doin things that are sweet to me doesnt necessarily be big...
simple things are enuf to make me smile da whole day...

there's another "u" who made me felt tat way...
but after givin me all da sweetness, he left..
left without an apparent reason...
and left me hangin, thinkin whether i shud forgiv him...
and now with "u" i kinda forget him bits by bits...
even now, im comfy to talk bout him without feeling angry or hatred...

maybe "me" is juz waitin for tis feeling to come..
and yet, im afraid..
would tis be temporary like last time?
or would it stay like tis for a long time?
i guess i shud hav not place so much hope on myself...
not tat i dont trust u..
but i don trust myself...

i hope one day,
wat i have been feelin all this while is correct...
and wat i think "u" felt is like wat i hav imagined...
bcoz if tat happen,
i would be happy to say,
im in <3

=still thinkin=
Jenny~
Wednesday, March 16, 2011 0 comments

something for evryone~

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER

Two inseparable friends, Sam and Jason, met with an accident on their way to Boston City. The following morning, Jason woke up blind and Sam was still unconscious. Dr. Berkeley was standing at his bedside looking at his health chart and medications with a thoughtful expression on his face. When he saw Sam awake, he beamed at him and asked." How are you feeling today Sam?" Sam tried to put up a brave face and smiled back saying, "absolutely wonderful Doctor. I am very grateful for all that you have done for me. "Dr Berkeley was moved at Sam's deed. All that he could say was, "You are a very brave man Sam and God will make it up to you in one way or another". While he was moving on to the next patient, Sam called back at him almost pleading, "promise me you won't tell Jason anything".
"You know I won't do that. Trust me." and walked away.
"Thank you " whispered Sam. He smiled and looked up in prayer " I hope I live up to your ideas...please give me the strength to be able to go through this..Amen"

Months later when Jason had recuperated considerably, he stopped hanging around with Sam. He felt discouraged and embarrassed to spend time with a disabled person like Sam.
Sam was lonely and disheartened ,since he didn't have any body else other than Jason to count on. Things went from bad to worse. And one day Sam died in despair. When Jason was called on his burial, he found a letter waiting for him. Dr Berkeley gave it to him with an expressionless face and said" This is for you Jason. Sam had asked me to give it to you when he was gone".

In the letter he had said: " Dear Jason, I have kept my promise in the end to lend you my eyes if anything had happened to them. Now there is nothing more that I can ask from God, than the fact ,that will see the world through my eyes. You will always be my best friend........Sam".
When he had finished reading Dr. Berkeley said " I had promised Sam to keep his sacrifice he made a secret from you. But now I wish I didn't stick it Because I don't think It was worthy it" .
All that was left for Jason while he stood there was tears of regret and memories of Sam for the rest of his life .

Lesson of the story: No matter what, If we make a friend, we should stick by him till the end. Life is meaningless without a friend.

~friends are not like lovers... lovers come and might leave... friends come and never leave.. tats y i love my friends a lot... ~
Jenny~
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lonely`


holidays were meant to be with family or loved ones... and guess wat, im stuck in my room, sleepin alone since my rumet went back and wit da piles of assignments, i forgot its holidays... i thought it was juz da normal weekend where u will wake up and find urself at da same position doin da same job...

i cant wait for mid sem break bcoz im goin home... home!! i miss home a lot.. i miss food cooked by my mum, miss da chit chat wit her n my dad, miss all da bickering and shoutin wit my sis, miss my tv and also da relaxin condition.. but b4 da MID SEM BREAK, i hav to undergo so many trials, stress and activities that juz keep takin my time away.... BIG, assignments, PBS (SBE), all those compulsory activities, MUET, UAK.... gosh, if i knew i have to undergo this much in degree, i would hav appreciate my time in foundation...

so for juniors, appreciate ur time when ur in foundation.. haha.. anywayz, im lonely tonite... someone drop some love to me tonite... haiz~

=i wish ur here=
Jenny~
Tuesday, March 15, 2011 0 comments

happy~


these days, i keep smiling...
happy for no apparent reason...
but am sure am not crazy...

ppl say im gettin to da feeling..
and yet i insist im not...
not bcoz i don wanna feel it...
but bcoz im afraid im wrong...

if im given a chance,
i'll would like to shout out,
but now isnt da time...
when time comes,
da right word will be told...

=some words are meant for da rite person=
Jenny
Monday, March 14, 2011 0 comments

updates~

sori for not updatin for a period of time.. find it lazy to keep updatin but hav to.. haha. anywayz, holidays have started 2 days ago and yeah, wats da point of holiday if it is not meant to have fun.. oh well, my vacation plan didnt go well.. we actually plan to go kudat but due to da recent event where tsunami hit Japan severely and all warnings were implied so yeah, kudat was also feared to get hit by any possible chances of tsunami.. so, since my parents are super worried bout me and wat more, i myself was a bit scared, so cancel da plan and came back from kk on sunday...

oh well, evrythin happens for a reason.. haha.. den, assignments were like hauntin me when im back from kk... i can juz see da questions lying on my table and yet im so lazy to start doin it... gosh! i simply cant wait for march and april to pass by as soon as possible so that i can go home real fast.. i miss home, tv and da freedom from exams, activities and studies... haiz~

but i guess evrythin happen for a good cause.. but im not all alone during da holidays... it seems like things are goin pretty well for me.. haha.. but overall, im feelin happy and i guess i felt im appreciated...

=love=
Jenny~
 
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