She.

Riding on the train carriage,
Sipping through her favourite cup of tea,
Reading her favourite book,
Watching the scenery that passes by,
Going through every bumps and ups and downs in the journey.

She felt free.
No one to tie her down with commitment.
She felt happy.
No one to make her feel anxious or getting mood swings.
She felt light.
No one to make her tied in one position and free to go anywhere.

But sometimes,
she is like us,
like you too.
She wants to feel how it is being committed with someone,
She also wants to feel anxious and get those roller-coasters feelings once in a while,
and she also wants to be tied in one position once in a while with someone.

Sometimes,
we thought that she is good being left alone,
but the truth is,
she too needs someone to rely on.
And it is never easy to do so.
I guess she fears of handing out her heart again.
I guess she is still broken inside.
And I guess she is like us too,
at the end of the day,
she wants to be loved.
To be different.

Jenny~