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 Happy 8th month, love.

It was indeed a pity that we could not celebrate this day together due to the current situation.

Nevertheless, hope you are going to feel better,

and once we are free from quarantine,

we are going to stick with one another once more like how we used to.

Thank you for being my companion all this while.

Helping me to feel calm and peaceful at all time.

Thank you for making me feel the luckiest girl ever,

having someone who understand me and always there to listen to me.

Despite there are times where I easily got sensitive with you and your attachment to your phone,

but I am grateful that you would listen to me most of the time,

and accompany me while giving me your attention which I love the most.

Thanks for making me laugh all the time with your silly expressions and your laughter.

To more months and years ahead, bao.

Jenny~

Nightmare

 No matter how much we tried to protect ourselves from Covid, 

it's always out there.

My boyfriend was diagnosed positive today despite not joining any social gatherings,

and have been observing good hygienic practices.

But I guess, it's difficult to do so at his workplace,

and he might have caught it at his workplace.

It saddens me a lot when hearing he was positive Covid.

For now, he had flu and symptomatic.

I have also now started to do some self isolation at home to reduce any risk or exposure to people around me.

I did my first self test and thank God, it was negative.

And here I am hoping that the next few tests in several days to come would also be negative too.

I nearly cried when I told my parents about it.

I tried my best to be strong but I guess they can hear the crack of my voice,

so they tried their best to cheer me up and make feel less worried.

My boyfriend, knowing that I am a super worried person, tried to make me feel better,

and it saddens me a lot that I couldn't be there for him at this current moment.

So yeah, I shed a few tears here and there due to my current period and the current situation.

I just thought we were going to celebrate tomorrow a little bit, 

but I guess it can wait.

Hoping that all will be fine and then we can meet each other real soon.

Covid sucks.

Jenny~