Valentine's Day

This is my 4th year celebrating Valentine's Day alone.
Basically, my 4th year of being single and embracing it each day.
But this year felt a bit different,
maybe it is because I am coincidentally sick at this lovely day.
And it is at this moment, I felt the urge to call someone.
Someone who hasn't exist yet.

I felt the urge to meet with someone, 
the urge to go out and laugh out loud with someone,
the urge to finally come back to a place and meet with someone,
someone who would make my day brighter,
and the urge to meet someone who could make me feel better.

But when I thought about it,
just the thought of it,
there is an immediate mental block.
Something is blocking my heart,
something is blocking my enthusiasm,
something is blocking my vision,
something is blocking me from advancing to the next step.

Nevertheless what it is,
It is still Valentine's Day,
and here wishing all the couples a happy lovely day and may you cherish each other till the end.
And to the singles like me,
You will find someone.
Now, it's your turn to tell me that.

Jenny~