Resolutions.

So, resolutions. Let's take a look at my resolutions in the previous year 

1. Maintain my 62kg, pls!

- I wasn't able to keep to this resolution when I have such a loving and caring boyfriend! So basically, being at home almost all the time somehow made me forgot about the strict diet I had and started to follow up with my cravings. And I actually gained up to 66kg at one point of the year. However, after my parents were back and started to control my eating, I am glad to say that I am now at 63kg and still working hard to go back to 62kg this year!

2. Appreciate and cherish the moment spent with him.

- Achieved! We had so much things going on with each other and finding time to be at each other's side regardless of just chilling at home or going out for cake and food adventures. And I cherished each of those moments! Just hoping my boyfriend would see less phone and see more of me though!

3. Appreciate and cherish myself each day.

- And yes I do. I started to tell myself that I am good enough and that everything is okay. Despite there are times when I was really having low confidence over my legs with dark marks and spots, but I am trying my best to ignore the naysayers and focus on my own comfort! And I also went for an operation to remove the cyst in my mouth which had been causing me lots of discomfort for the past 6 years. It was indeed a painful process but hoping that all this would eventually end well and I will get back the normal life like everyone had.

So 2022 resolutions?

1. Maintain a healthy lifestyle as in physical and mental.

2. Spend more time with my parents and also cherish the lovely moments with my boyfriend

3. Seek for new opportunities in my career!

2022, I am excited to what you are going to bring for me!

Jenny~

A recap

 Hi!

It's been a while not updating this blog,

and it's not mainly because I was lazy, but I found that there are less things to ponder upon these days,

and more happier things to cherish with my loved ones.

So let's recap.

2021 started of well with us going back to school for offline teaching,

and that lasted for 3 months before the pandemic struck us again and we were left to do online teaching for almost 7 months,

the bright side was that I was able to do a lot of my own things at home despite being stuck at online lessons,

I was able to brush up my cooking skills and whipping up wonderful meals and take-aways for my boyfriend,

I was also able to spend more time with him and also giving some time off to myself.

The down side of being stuck at home and dealing with online stuffs was that it was endless.

Endless calls and unnecessary demands of works,

constantly being called upon admin to do their jobs,

and worst of it all, I experienced burnout which was something that I wouldn't experiences if it was offline lessons.

I got emotional, easily irritated and worst of all, anxiety and frequent panic attacks,

and it somehow affected my career and my balance of life which was quite sad.

I also had a brush with the pandemic in which my boyfriend was diagnosed as Covid positive,

and I, as his close contact.

It was really scary and worrying at the time as I didn't know what else to do aside from that,

but thank God, all was okay.

I was negative and he had fully recovered by now.

And that's it. 

There was no major thing happening in 2021 and it was quite a mundane and less exciting year,

but it was all fun-filled when spending it with my boyfriend who brought me for ice-cream and cake adventures,

and contributed to our weight gain.

Nevertheless, 2021 was okay.

And here hoping for a better and even more exciting year ahead!

Not too late to wish all a Happy New Year and may this year bring more love, comfort and exciting opportunities no matter in what you are doing!

Jenny~