weekend.

well, finally i get da getaway i wanted for a long time but it wasnt really that satisfying as i thought.. well, we went to kk on fri and back today. and we were quite in a rush and pity my boy since his legs were not reli well at the moment.. but we spent so much time together and the best part of it is juz holding hands and walking to one place to another together... i juz felt so close to him tat time and u know what, i enjoyed those long distance walking from one place to another...

and back here, i guess i know what's da problem with me.. i have been thinking about my future with him all this while, and keep filling myself with questions and uncertainties which could only be answered in the future.. and bcoz of that, im getting depressed and yeah, cried a lot thinking about the possibilities of getting and not getting together... but today when i actually spent time with him, i start to think that what matters the most is now.. if i wanna make this relationship a happy one, i should start making happy memories and stop making myself sad for no reasons... i mean i have another two more years and im gonna be graduating, and it means im not gonna be havin the chances to c him everyday like now...

well, im goin for another getaway soon and this time, i'll make sure im gonna complete my to-do list.. hehe. gotta save my budget, i guess... but in the meantimes, i felt so much better right now and i guess i dont mind about how our future will be as long as we're still together now...

Jenny~