oops

oooo, spider webs are all over my blog.. huhu...
well, have been extremely bz these days but promise u that i'll update real soon..
(^.^)

Jenny~

taste

the taste of ignorance should be given to those who deserves it.

last night.

last night, i got this song from a friend of mine.. and the beginning was really sad.. and somehow i really felt the song.. and it made me cry.. the song juz hurts me really deep.. as if its telling about my story.. and this morning, when i went to search for the song and read the meaning, it strikes me bcoz it tells how i felt.. sometimes when im sad, there will always a song that tells my story right on time.. yes, i believe that. maybe u wanna know what's da title of the song that i listened to, that would make me cry but i guess this will be a little secret between me and myself..

-saranghae neol gaseum apado-

Jenny~

are you?

are you the one?

Jenny~

stress

it is so depressing this whole week...
i mean piles of assignments, loads of activities, heaps of presentations that is happening simultaneously and not mentionin the urge of exam is makin me feel stressed.....
and all this stuffs that keep coming up lately juz make me felt like giving up...
and its so difficult, u know...
assignments for instance, given to us like that, expecting us to complete it and not knowing how difficult it is to find the resources especially when the wifi was like as slow as a snail and such a pain in the ass,.. talkin bout broadband? oh plz, same thing with the current wifi..
activities for another instance, given to us at last minutes, thinkin we are robots to handle everything... sometimes i hate those who love to give last minute notice thinking that we are those machines that can finish a product in a split second.. we need time to plan stuffs, u noe.. and when things are not goin ok, we're da one getting all the blames, and remembered as the ones who did wrong... like anyone would even remember us when we did something good... ppl's perceptions, unpredictable...
and for my other aspects of life, i seriously need a time-out.. i seriously need to chill out at somewhere i love and to be with someone i love... sigh....

stress~
Jenny

sigh.

u might think its small matter,

but its like ur big day and i was like really looking forward to spending the rest of the day with u..

but with such things happening which is totally unexpected, how should i be calm and not getting disappointed?

i was like thinking of capturing these moments and placed in my memory, u know?

its not like im gonna be stuck at this college forever, spending time with u always..

thr will come a time when its my time to get posted to schools and start teaching, 

and this means we're not seeing each other what more to say spending time together again..

i juz wanna create lots of good memories before leaving, that's all..

too much to ask isit?

sometimes, its sad thinking bout how many things we missed together, u know?

everything is not as difficult as u think, it juz takes a little time and planning to make everythin work...

if and only if u know how i felt and what i wanted all these while...

-sigh-

Jenny

what the?

if i know its gonna turn out this way, i would have asked u out and celebrated it outside at noon...

-sheesh-

Jenny~

sad.

sometimes i envy those who gets everything that they wanted...
no matter from their family, friends or their partner...
while, me..
at times what i wanted the most seems so far from me..

i guess this time, im not getting what i wanted all along again..

-sigh-
Jenny

princess syndrome

seriously, i never met any princesses in my whole life..
but meeting with u makes me feel like ur a princess..
dont get me wrong, ur not the nice-angelic-patient type of princess..
ur da type that acts like Cinderella's stepsisters...
and if u read about Cinderella, u might know what type am i talking about...

to u,
juz a piece of my mind,
with ur princess syndrome thinking that money is made of ur home's toilet paper,
with ur princess syndrome that refuses what ppl requested u to do for ur own good sake,
and for ur princess syndrome that thinks that everyone has to listen and look at ur face,
go be a princess in ur own "well-governed" country together with ur happily-ever-after prince.

Jenny~

sharing is caring..

sharing is caring... time to share the story of the day... (^.^)

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, “Richness, can you take me with you?”

Richness answered, “No, I can’t. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you.”

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. “Vanity, please help me!” “I can’t help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat,” Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, “Sadness, let me go with you.” “Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!” Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, “Come, Love, I will take you.” It was an elder.
So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went his own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, “Who Helped me?”

“It was Time,” Knowledge answered.

“Time?” asked Love. “But why did Time help me?” Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, “Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is.”

Jenny~

secrets

some stuffs are meant to be secrets...
not that we're selfish or ashamed to share it,
but when we are unsure about how things are going in the future,
how do u want me to share it?

i mean,
im different from others..
i keep things to myself until i know its gonna be alright..
i will only tell ppl when i know its the right time...

and the right time has yet to come.. =)
Jenny~