today marks the last day of 2012.
also marks as da closing of a wonderful year which is filled with surprises, happiness, memories and sadness.
and with this,
i wanna apologize to everyone whom i might have cause pain, sadness and all the bad stuffs.
May u forgive me for my acts and hope we're gonna be ok next year. hehe..
and to those who brought happiness in my life all this while, thank you so much for being here.
all of u have light up my life and i will always remember those happy memories.
and to those who left, i wish u all da best and happy always with someone else.
dont worry bout me coz i know how to take care of myself and my heart.
for the beginning of da year,
i wish that happiness, wealth and luck will pour onto all of us including me.
may we all be blessed by God and happy always with the blessings that He give to us.
dont forget to thank Him and our family for every little things that they have given to us.
and appreciate whatever is given to u.
and with this,
i'm closing the chapters of my life in 2012 and begin another new chapter. =)
ok, actually i though of updating my blog after da 21.12.2012 to show that im still surviving in this cruel yet quite beautiful world.. haha.. but when i read my bestie's blog with so many updates and "copied-pasted" my 100 questions without givin me credits, i thought of updating mine.. haha...
lets see..
i wasnt really worried about the rumours about 21.12.2012, maybe because i have faith in God.. He decides everythin and we are always in His plans.. i believe that everything He do is for our own goodness because that is what i believe in.. so whenever he took something away from me, i hold on to myself and my belief, and know that He will give something back to me.. something that is worth my sacrifice and happiness..
next, about results.. im super worried about my results like what my bestie posted.. maybe because i didnt study hard enough or maybe because this time, i totally have no confidence in my exam.. and because of that, i waited and waited, hoping that it will be ok.. of course, gatherin up the strength and preparing myself for nxt yr is somethin i have to do now, especially when hols is gonna finish super fast.. but, i believe that i will be able to go through slowly with the support from my friends and family..
what else should i say ah? i guess that's all.. i learn one new thing, the Golden Rule which sounds like this, "Do to others as you would want them do to you". i guess this is going to be my principle starting next year.. hehe... well, will be updating soon with my my new year resolutions and reviewing what i have did, did not do and my regrets for the rest of 2012... hehe.. keep updated with me~ =D
Jenny~
i wonder why certain pl still avoids me.
i wonder if i ever do anythin wrong to him.
why does he stopped contactin me and start avoidin me from last time till now..
actually what had happened?
what does it mean by forgetting and avoiding memories?
do they mean somethin to u till u wanna forget about it?
does it hurt u as much as it hurts me last time?
if not, why avoid?
sigh...
Jenny~
i wonder if i ever do anythin wrong to him.
why does he stopped contactin me and start avoidin me from last time till now..
actually what had happened?
what does it mean by forgetting and avoiding memories?
do they mean somethin to u till u wanna forget about it?
does it hurt u as much as it hurts me last time?
if not, why avoid?
sigh...
Jenny~
so, i got bored during the holidays and came across these "100 Must Answer Questions".. well, went thru it and answered all of it.. and yeah, just shared it.. hahaha... some answers are only made-up.. hahaha... take time to read it, ppl~ haha..
1 - Who was the last person you texted?
= me bestie.. hehe...
2 - When is your birthday?
= 15 April..
3 - Who do you want to be with right now?
= all of my friends when we can hang out and talk.. hehe..
4 - What sports do you play?
= i dont reli play sports hehehe....
5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?
= Addy... my long-lost friend which never contacts me since he's in abroad.. hehe..
6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?
= bad man by juniel~ hehehe..
7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?
= i wish to be with someone who could get me out of the island.. hehe..
8 - What do you feel right now?
= no feeling...
9 - What chocolate is your favorite?
=dark and white chocolate.. hehe..
10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?
= 1
11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?
= i love how they put words into pictures.. it is so much inspiring. hehe..
12 - Who is your favorite blogger?
= none.. hehe..
13 - Where do you want to be right now?
= i am already at the place i want to be.. hehe...
14 - What do you want to be in the future?
= a good teacher.. haha... and someone whose has everythin i dreamt of.. hehehe..
15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?
= few weeks ago.. cant rmbr when.. hehe.. bcoz of pain.. =)
16 - Are you happy?
= not really...
17 - Who do you miss?
= him.
18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?
= no.. i love my life right now..
19 - What was the best thing you were given?
= love.. =)
20 - Who was the last person who called you?
= my bestie.. hehe...
21 - What is your favorite dish?
= anythin that has pork in it.. hehehe...
22 - Who is your bestfriend?
= da one whose always crazy wit me aka ah ma kong~ hahaha...
23 - What is your biggest regret?
= not studyin enough for my exam? ahahaha...
24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?
= nope...
25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?
= with the craziest bestie aka ah ma kong.. hahahaha...
26 - Name someone pretty.
= my mom.. haha..
27 - Who was the last person you hugged?
= him..
28 - What kind of music do you listen to?
= all kinds of music that suits my mood.. hehe..
29 - Are you over your past?
= i try but its haunting me..
30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?
= my rumet aka zizi.. ehhee...
31 - What kind of person do you want to date?
= someone whose funny, and give me tat protective feeling..
32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?
= nope..
33 - From whom was the last text message you received?
= my bestie.. hehehe...
34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?
= skirt~ hehehe...
35 - How’s your heart?
= still workin, just need a bit of plaster here and there... hehehe...
36 - This was a stupid fucking question so I took it out. No one will notice.
- o...k...
37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?
= nope..
39 - Do you have any phobias?
= i think i dont.. hahaha...
40 - Did you try to change for a person?
= yes...
41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone?
= a jar of stars made by myself.. hehehe...
43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?
= good mood.. hehhee...
44 - Name someone you can’t live without.
= my mom n dad..
45 - Describe your dream date.
= i dreamt of a date whr he will take me out for a dinner and watch stars together.. hehe..
46 - Describe your dream wedding.
= weddin in the church.. hehe..
47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?
= none..
48 - Have you ever been kissed?
= yes..
50 - Do you regret your past?
= no..
51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?
= depends on how stupid it is.. hehehe..
52 - Have you ever cried over someone?
=yes..
53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?
= hoeslty, no.. hehhe..
54 - Are you a crybaby?
= a little bit.. hehehe...
55 - Do people praise you for your looks?
= when i have my make-ups on.. hahhaa...
56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?
= i dont think so.. hehhe...
57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?
= hmm, i think i did.. hehhe..
58 - Do you like getting hurt?
= absolutely no..
59 - Does anyone hate you?
= i dont know...
60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?
= nope...
61 - What hair color do you prefer?
= black as in only black.. hehhe...
62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?
= i wanna change my body shape.. hahaha...
63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?
= yes...
64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?
= never.. its painful ok.. hahaha...
65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?
= i dont think so.. hehhee..
66 - Can you live without internet?
= yes.. hehe...
67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?
= all kinds of songs.. hehehe...
68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?
= not really...
69 - Are you a crybaby?
= a little bit.. hahaha...
70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?
= nope...
71 - Are you a KPOP fan?
= i think so.. but not so addictive.. hehehhee...
72 - Do you study hard?
= depends.. but when it is near exam, yes.. hehehe..
73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?
= im not sure.. hehe..
74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?
= nope..
75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?
= nope...
76 - Did you have an accident last year?
= nope...
77 - What kind of person are you?
= im da type of person that looks happy-go-lucky outside but mysterious inside.. hehehe...
78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?
= never.. hahaha...
79 - Have you ever been jealous?
= yes.. hehe..
80 - How can you prove your love to someone?
= depends.. sometimes thru my actions.. hehe...
81 - What are you thinking right now?
= what to answer next.. ehhe...
82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?
= my friend aka aileen~ hehhe..
83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?
= nope...
84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?
= yes...
85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?
= depends on whether that person ever gets on my nerve.. hahahaha....
86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?
= ei, i dont think so.. i cant remember.. hehehe...
87 - Do you have trust issues?
= yes.. i can trust ppl so much.. hehe..
88 - Are you broken-hearted?
= nope. not really...
89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?
= him..
90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?
= yes...
91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?
= yes, i do... hehe...
92 - Who do you want to marry?
= i dont know.. haven found the right one yet... hehehe..
93 - Do you believe in destiny?
yes... =)
94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?
= not yet.. hehe...
95 - How do you look right now?
= like some housewife with my hair all tied up and clipped here and there.. hahaha..
96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?
= i guess so.. hehe..
97 - Have you found your true love?
= im not sure.. hmmm...
98 - What should you be doing right now?
= sleepin.. hahaha...
99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.
= no name~
100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough
= always.. hehe..
done..
Jenny~
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