dreams.

dreams are funny..
ppl says that dreams are the stuffs that you are constantly thinking about,
or stuffs that you say you nvr think but actually ur thinkin bout it..
so i had these weird dreams few days ago..
one night, i dreamt of a super wonderful and warm date with a guy which i cant remember how he looks like..
it felt nice, 
really nice like a real date..
and i dont know, i kinda miss those feelings...
but nevertheless, it was a dream.. 

then the other night, i dreamt of someone wanna reconcile with me..
i hurled all my anger on to him and i felt really better..
its like all those anger pent inside is released,
and it felt wow..
haha..

so two really ironic and contrasting dreams on two different nights..
what can i infer in it?
well, i'll conclude that no matter how much i wanna be back into a r/ship, i would not fall back into another rotten one..
no matter how much i wanna feel being in a r/ship, i would not be in one with the wrong guy..
enough said. =)

Jenny~