this girl.

once upon a time, 
there lived lived a lady..
whose always fantasises of being in so many scenarios,
both in happiness and sadness..
sometimes, she wonders if she would be ever be in that situations that she imagined,
but no matter what, she couldnt stop from imagining all kinds of possible scenarios that she might face one day..

so one day, she got her chance to do so..
she went through each and every scenario that she has planned in her head all this while,
she strolled happily and seeing that everything happened according to her scenarios.
but she never knew she would have to go through an unexpected scenario,
the scenario of breaking up..
and then, she moved on..
moving through all the scenarios that she once wanted to feel,
but eventually, now
she wished she didnt go through all those scenarios..

and now, she is back to her usual self,
with plasters and wounds,
she thought she is now smart enough not to do the similar mistakes,
but she is still stupid,
stupid enough to even think of it,
stupid enough to even make a choice that wasnt there at the first place,
stupid enough to get hurt silently,
stupid enough of thinking of moving back to square one after all the things she went through,
and is stupid enough to even think of any impossible possibilities.

stupid girl.
wake up.
be the old "you" back.
coz you need to.
Jenny~