today.

today, i got sick.
i got sick both inside and outside.
went and see a doctor,
and get some prescriptions,
so that i can get well.

if i tell you this,
would you tell me to take care of myself well,
or would you ignore?

people say i am stupid,
people also say that i should not be thinking like this,
people also tell me that it is only temporary feelings,
whereby it would be gone after a while.

i promise myself i would start a new chapter,
i even told myself not to write anything like this,
but when those nights come,
the feelings,
the warmth,
the pain, 
the tears,
the happiness,
the sadness,
they all come back seeking me..
and at the end of the day, everything is still in its broken pieces.

Jenny~