Stopping by

Remember the time when a man stopped by her seat the other day?
Remember the time when she said she stopped hoping for the man return again?
Today, without her expecting, he came back again.
And without failing, everyday, he would bring a cup of coffee to her place,

leaving it there for her,

talked for a while,

and it repeats almost everyday.

It made her confused.

Why is he doing this?

When she started to let down her guards, she felt vulnerable.

And she lifted up her guards again.

She isn't ready to lose the peace that she is now used to.

She isn't ready for unclear path.

She kept telling her heart,

not to start piling any hopes.

She kept telling her mind,

not to start imagining any scenes.

People might think that she isn't appreciating what is coming to her,

but the problem is,

how would she know for sure?

that this is a sign to let down her guard?

that she would not fall on the wrong place again?

Right now,

all she is doing is,

enjoy the cup of coffee this man brought to her,

enjoy the short company this man gave,

and reminding herself not to get used to any of it.

Jenny~