DiFFErenCE..

difference happens.. not only in our class but also in our life... u c, sometimes difference make us strong but sometimes it makes us feel frustrated... i mean, being different sometimes will cause ppl's anger and disappointment... so, its best not to think that everyone can follow ur steps or ur way of life... like, previously, i had updated my status where i have my own life and my own ways to handle it...

ppl say words are even sharper than swords... when some words are being expressed in a different way or even tone, sometimes it hurt... mayb u dont see it thru ppl's face but u can never udge a book by its cover... sometimes i wish that i have this sensory thingy where i can see wat ppl think or feel... but what to do,.. i dont have the sixth sense...

and maybe i look like a very nice person or easily forgive someone's mistakes or even seldom angry, but sometimes i do have my own limits too.. i know how to be angry too so plz stop thinkin me of a perfect person... all i can say is, watch ur words and actions.. it hurts my feelings as well as others though u may not notice it... u might be givin ppl pressure though u might not keen about it.. and most importantly, u might make someone hate u for no apparent reason...

Jenny~

MooD SWIng~~

Geez, i realised that i have been in a really obvious mood swing eh... i can laugh like a crazy person in the morning and cried like a baby when its time to sleep... can someone tell me what is wrong wit me??

my tears seem to flow whenever i hear certain songs.. and mostly those songs remind me of him... remind me that how close we were, funny times we had... and it remind me the painful criticisms i have to bear, and how much i gave to be a "good" friend... and now, it was forgotten.. juz like tat.. juz like how i cast him away from my environment and my life.... i hate him... and i cant even look at him or even smile to him... because i hate him...

Jenny~

random~~

these few days, i think i have been laughing too much eh... i mean, i kept laughin on and on in class... and sometimes, its like i could burst into laughter when my friends make small jokes or even their sign language which is completely weird could make me laugh till i wanna drop eh...

but ppl tells me tat laughing is the best medicine... but some do tell me not to laugh too much bcoz in the end i might cry.... and somehow, i agree on that.. well, for an example... i laughed like a lot this morning and then at night, before i fall into my sleep, tears start to flow without any apparent reasons... if u wanna say its bcoz i miss my family, i dont reli think so since HOME is like 2 weeks away oni... if u say i cry bcoz of that JERK, oso impossible... since HE is so outta my life...

so maybe the myth has its true side too... haha.. anywayz, i love to laugh bcoz it somehow makes my life happier.. and it will always leave a deep memory for me to remember when i graduate.... so live, laugh and love!! haha...

Jenny~

Assignments~~

Ok, i shall declare the month of September as the month of torture whr all assignments have been given to us... Ok, i know that assignments are given to us to evaluate our learning skills and so on, so forth... but then its a torture for us students especially when it is near to goin home... and i shall also declare the month of October as the month of torment and stress where this will be the month, all the TESLians will go crazy, random and pressured...

Guess why? yeap, we;re having our finals on Nov and we're different from our coursemates or even our seniors.. this is bcoz they have exams every sem and they are safe even if they do not do well.. but for us, we never had any exams in previous sems and its like our life and future and our everything depends on this BIG BIG BIG exam!!! so its unfair.... i repeat UNFAIR!! crazy ah, wanna study 3 sems of literature and language description so that we can complete and pass tat paper? apuu~~~

anywayz, degree seems to be so near and yet so far for me... mayb bcoz im still in a playful mood and havent settle down for a serious future... i know i always procrastinate but then if i dont, i might not be a human.. haha.. anywayz, i hope that the future post or shud i say the next post wont portray da stressful mind i have... hahaha...

Jenny~

tis is me~

im not owes nice and i noe da way to get angry too... i mean sometimes wat u say or do, u might think its right and doesnt even feel wat i feel... i am a sensitive person... i cry easily, laugh easily as well as get angry easily... and im not planning to change it coz this is me... so if u cant stand it, den get away...

i hate being wit ppl who is da same kind like me... i hate impatient ppl... i hate hypocrites and fakers.... coz i have met them and got hurt bcoz of them... and i hate those who breaks promises... i hate it... JERKS....

if ur uncomfortable being wit me den stay away from me... i dont look nice or act nice... i am only nice when ppl treat me da way i treat them... when u say i am over sensitive as in i get angry easily juz bcoz of ur STUPID AND PATHETIC words, WHO CARE? its me and only me who have da rights to determine whether i wanna be sensitive or not... so BUZZ OFF loser!!!

and if u hate reading all my angry feelings in my blog, den F*** u lah.... up to me to wat i wanna read so if u wanna read, then read... if not, DONT! im super uberly angry now so dont mess wit me.....

Jenny~