hmm.

sometimes when i thought back,

i realised im a lucky girl.

i mean i hav a super loving family that supports me.

i hav friends that are as crazy as me, and cares for me no matter wat.

i hav him that loves me as much as i do.

but sometimes im worried.

worried that my luck will run out one day.

afraid that what i hav now might disappear one day.

afraid that i hav to go thru tat kind of feeling again.

and afraid that i would get over it again..

Jenny