sem 3 over.

its da last day of semester 3..
so may things happened,..
good ones, sad ones, painful ones, happy ones, tiring ones, u name it..
this sem has been a pretty tough sem for me...
tiring assignments and workloads as well as activities..
relationship that went thru turbulence and finally back to normal...
friendship that nearly ruined due to some activities which luckily came back even stronger...
and studies that i dont noe how will i score for my exam..
i did my best, only hoping that da lecturers could giv me what i should receive..

my aim for nxt semester:
to have more fun and explore more...
to study even harder and get even better pointer than before..
wants to be involved in more activities if possible..
wanna be a much better person...
wanna get back my ideal body shape like last time...
wanna keep fit n healthy owes...

my hope for nxt sem:
no more tiring workloads that come gushing in without mercy...
relationship that will work smoothly and stay da same...
friends that stick with me and ever let go of myself..
some time for relaxation..
able to meet da person i wanna meet for juz once more...

last but not least, wanna wish everyone a  happy holiday and may God bless all of us back home or during our journey home... i might be away from this blog for a while but will be back with updates.. love all of u, readers and God bless all of u..

Jenny~

my feelings

still 3 more papers to go...
and then home...
i cant wait to go home.. juz wanna relax and rest my body, mind and soul..
too may things happening around here and i juz need a reason to get away from all these..
new semester is comin and im thrilled for da new sem..

but for now, i juz wanna tell to someone,
not to forget me, n my presence...
n pls love me as much as i love u..
coz this is still not da perfect time to hurt me...

Jenny~

pointless

sometimes i wonder,

whether is it ur face really matters or ur personality matters the most?

i mean, 

yeah, ur pretty with all da make-ups on and a lot of guys are captivated to u..

and ur so flirty (seriously, even if u never notice) and makes all da guys attracted to u..

but have u ever stand at other people's shoes and think, why did u never hav a permanent r/ship...

is it really merely da guy's fault or u have ur own faults too?

sometimes u juz can say ur right all the time without looking properly at other factors...

next, u can actually take good care of ur face, body and stuffs like tat,

but why cant u take care of cleanliness in the room..

i mean from what i see, ur juz making urself worse in my point of view...

i mean, im not that lazy and doin the things that ur doin now, u noe..

omg~

seriously, i mean if any guys can see what u have been doing, 

i dont think they would even wanna be near to u even though ur like a supermodel..

sigh..

but what can i do?

may u think thru usin ur head and stop blamin others for what u did on ur own..

im juz gonna be sitting here and being patient until one day it reaches the limits...

Jenny~

updates..

May 5th.. 

exactly 8 more days to go before my big big exam..

and im tryin to prepare here and there..

but i dont noe why, i juz feel reli tired..

when the clock strikes 11pm, i juz get sleepy and eventually divert my attention to something more pleasing..

sigh..

all i hope is that im able to do well this time for my exam..

even though my parents keep telling me that my pointer is ok, i juz feel like its not sufficient..

i juz feel like im able to get better and yet im reli lazy and occupied with my personal stuffs..

but no matter wat, i muz work hard for this sem and the comin sems..

even though it means stress, but i have to strive..

May God bless all of us including me for a better health during this examination month,

and help us to remember what we have revised and learned..

bless our knowledge, Lord.. Amen..

Jenny~