that feeling

Do you know that feeling?
The feeling where it seems you know that stranger,
or you've seen him before somewhere.
The feeling of warmth when you first meet the person,
even though both of you are total strangers.

I felt it today,
for the first time after so long.
Was driving and right at that time, saw this man.
It's as if I have met him somewhere.
Even though it was just a really brief moment,
but it felt familiar.

Maybe it's just me whose being over sensitive.
Or maybe we do meet before.
I wonder.

Jenny~

Weekend

Weekends.
The time where everyone would be snuggling in their comfy blankets and beds.
The time where everyone could indulge in what they were planning to do.
The time where everyone is out at shopping malls, cinemas and restaurants.
The time where all the couples are out there showing their utmost affection.
The time where everyone rest.

Weekends. 
Everyone anticipates it.
Including me.
The time where I thought I would sleep till noon.
The time where I thought I would be able to rest well and ignore whatever is happening around me.
The time where I too would be mingling in shopping malls, cinemas and restaurants.
The time where I would be truly happy.
The time where I would not want the weekend to end.

But, things do not happen as we imagined.
I still wake up early at 6am in the weekends.
I still think about the things that happen around me.
I dread of going to shopping malls, cinemas and restaurants.
I am totally bored.
And I wish that weekend ends early.

I guess the main reason is,
spending the weekend all alone without your friends and family around you,
seriously makes you wish that the weekend is over by the next day.
Sigh.

Jenny~

Dates.

Dates.

Dates are numbers.

Could be significant and insignificant,

both for a reason.

Dates remind us of life events.

Birthdays,

Anniversaries,

Happy memories,

Our "first-time".

Dates also reminds us of a part that we wish not to remember.

Break-ups.

Sad moments,

Our "previously-we."

But trust me,

slowly.

Those dates will be forgotten.

And that basically tells you that,

you are now,

healed.

Jenny~

Two nights ago

Two nights ago.
Someone came to her place,
offering words and warmth.
She was surprised with the warmth from this unknown identity.
She enjoyed the feelings.
For two nights,
for the first time, she was a glimpse of hope.
A glimpse of being finally attached to someone.
A glimpse of finally being cared about more than anyone else.

She had fun talking to this man.
She had fun being embraced and treated like a queen.
She was enjoying herself until when the train came to a stop,
she nearly went down the train with this unknown man,
when suddenly she realised.
It was all just a dream.
The warmth,
the embrace,
the care,
the feelings.
All were just merely a dream,
that popped when she was heading to the stop.

Is she disappointed?
She isn't.
She knew all this while that it is just a dream.
She just couldn't bring herselt to admit it.
It was something she yearn for but couldn't make a step towards it.
But she does miss it.
And she hoped the next time will be a true one.
The one that will stick to her for a long time.
The one that even if she has reached a stop, it will continue to linger around her and make her truly blessed,
that she has finally reach the destination with the one.

Jenny~