Looking outside the window with her cup of tea and her favourite cake is her favourite pastime.
The scenery, people and events happening are so interesting,
She just couldn't take her eyes off from all those.
While she was looking around, she saw kids.
And she wonders, since when there are so many kids in the compartment she is in?
When she sees the kids laugh, playing with themselves, talking and babbling to their parents, she felt a little spark.
When she sees their parents taking care of the kids, laughing with them, making jokes with their kids, she felt something.
A kid came over to her table and looked at her with her big eyes,
and she smiled.
That brightens her day up.
And for the first time, she wished she had her own kids too.
She wondered.
If she has a daughter, what will she look like?
Will she has the same attitude like herself?
It would be funny looking at her mini-self.
If she has a son, what will he look like?
Will he be a gentleman like his father?
It would be fun seeing the mini size of his father.
But at the end of the day, she wondered.
Who would be the man that will make her dreams come true?
Who would be the man that will be her children's father?
And who would pour his endless love to her as well as her kids?
The train stop and all the kids went off the train.
The little girl waved to her and she waved back.
Time will tell.
xoxo
Jenny~
Today.
As usual, she sat on her carriage, dealing with the wonderful scenery around her.
And the train stopped for a while,
She went off from the train,
getting some fresh air after a long journey.
She saw the bench where she remembered she spent a part of her life there.
With someone.
She went to the bench, sat there and start to reminisce,
the happiness,
the scars,
and the lessons learnt.
She remembered how naive was her in every conversations she had at the bench,
how her tears always rolled when she was at the bench after countless fights,
how she laughed so much when she spent her time there with her guy,
and how she eventually left the bench in search of her another journey.
It's time to go.
And this time, she left the bench, smiling.
And she said to herself, one day, she will return to the same bench,
Either alone or with someone else,
and this time, it will be permanent.
And she went up to her carriage, looked at the bench for the last time,
and smiled.
The bench has never changed.
It was her who changed.
Memories, feelings and lessons never changed.
It was her who decide to move on from this.
Until next time.
xoxo
Jenny~
As usual, she sat on her carriage, dealing with the wonderful scenery around her.
And the train stopped for a while,
She went off from the train,
getting some fresh air after a long journey.
She saw the bench where she remembered she spent a part of her life there.
With someone.
She went to the bench, sat there and start to reminisce,
the happiness,
the scars,
and the lessons learnt.
She remembered how naive was her in every conversations she had at the bench,
how her tears always rolled when she was at the bench after countless fights,
how she laughed so much when she spent her time there with her guy,
and how she eventually left the bench in search of her another journey.
It's time to go.
And this time, she left the bench, smiling.
And she said to herself, one day, she will return to the same bench,
Either alone or with someone else,
and this time, it will be permanent.
And she went up to her carriage, looked at the bench for the last time,
and smiled.
The bench has never changed.
It was her who changed.
Memories, feelings and lessons never changed.
It was her who decide to move on from this.
Until next time.
xoxo
Jenny~
Today.
Today she looked out of her window.
It's been a while she lifted her head up and look outside for a while.
Being too pre-occupied with works,
and piles of papers in front of her,
she finally lifted her head and looked out of her window.
As she looked around her,
she realised one thing.
There are lesser passengers in her carriage.
And she wondered, why hadn't she realised it earlier?
She didn't feel it until she looked around that she is the only one who still stay in the carriage.
Feeling empty, she walked over and grab a cup of coffee.
And she looked around,
the people she once know has left the train,
the people she once would walk over and talk to, has left the train too,
and now she is left all alone in her carriage,
wondering when can she leave the train as well,
how she would leave this train,
and who will she leave this train with.
She walked back to her place,
and continue to gaze at the scenery,
with her hot cup of coffee,
before going back to her unfinished business,
while imagining on what is in store for her throughout the journey.
xoxo
Jenny~
It's been quite some time not seeing my post in this blog.
Not that I have given up with blogging,
but the hectic schedule as well as piles of workloads have prevented me from updating my blog.
Well, let's see what 2016 has done for me so far.
In terms of career,
I am lucky to be given the opportunities to learn so much from the posts given to me,
I am also lucky to be given the chance to go for courses and learn more new things there,
But despite the luckiness, I felt burdened with the piles of workloads that never seems to end.
I felt burdened with my kids where I wanted the best for them, and yet, they never seem to appreciate me.
I felt burdened of having to scold them but all I wanted is to be a fun teacher.
And because of that, I needed a short holiday to help me reflect back on the type of teacher I once wanted to be and start to emulate myself to that path.
In terms of friendships,
I do make a lot of new friends with colleagues from different schools,
and yes, all of them are the aunties and uncles.
And because I mix and mingle with too many uncles and aunties,
I got used to think like them,
and please, I am only 23 (coming 24) and yet, my brain is like an auntie. =_=
In terms of love,
Nothing.
No sparks, no butterflies,
Sometimes I wonder, did I keep those butterflies too tightly shut in a chest till all died,
or it is hibernating?
Anyways, no progress in this aspect.
I guess that's all to update.
Will be updating my blog with sudden emo or sudden random post again.
Till then.
xoxo
Jenny~
Not that I have given up with blogging,
but the hectic schedule as well as piles of workloads have prevented me from updating my blog.
Well, let's see what 2016 has done for me so far.
In terms of career,
I am lucky to be given the opportunities to learn so much from the posts given to me,
I am also lucky to be given the chance to go for courses and learn more new things there,
But despite the luckiness, I felt burdened with the piles of workloads that never seems to end.
I felt burdened with my kids where I wanted the best for them, and yet, they never seem to appreciate me.
I felt burdened of having to scold them but all I wanted is to be a fun teacher.
And because of that, I needed a short holiday to help me reflect back on the type of teacher I once wanted to be and start to emulate myself to that path.
In terms of friendships,
I do make a lot of new friends with colleagues from different schools,
and yes, all of them are the aunties and uncles.
And because I mix and mingle with too many uncles and aunties,
I got used to think like them,
and please, I am only 23 (coming 24) and yet, my brain is like an auntie. =_=
In terms of love,
Nothing.
No sparks, no butterflies,
Sometimes I wonder, did I keep those butterflies too tightly shut in a chest till all died,
or it is hibernating?
Anyways, no progress in this aspect.
I guess that's all to update.
Will be updating my blog with sudden emo or sudden random post again.
Till then.
xoxo
Jenny~
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