Towards the end of 2020

 2020 is coming to its end,

and it's time to recap back the resolutions made.

So back in 2019, my resolutions for 2020 was quite general,

and it involves the following:

1. Loving myself more.

2020 was the year where I loved myself more than anything in the sense of being happy without dependent on others.

It was also the year where I decided to remove myself from toxic situations in workplace and just be happy by doing my own stuffs in my career.

It was the year where I was determined to lose weight and eventually succeeded in losing almost 10kg within 6 months through strict diet as well as workouts.

And it was also the year where I decided to purchase my favourite boyband's merchandise instead of only seeing in in the Internet.

This is the year where I have showered myself with love and being happy, truly happy despite suffering from several anxiety and panic attacks due to the current ongoing pandemic scare.

2. To find happiness in whatever that occurs in life.

2020 was the year where I try my best to look at things in a positive view.

Despite the pandemic scare as well as the fear of going out, I find simple happiness at home just by doing house chores.

Despite how disappointing it is to be unable to meet my pupils and only interact through online meet ups, I was still happy to see them being actively involved in the lessons. 

Despite being unable to graduate this year, I am still happy that I have finally done my Masters within the time frame that I have planned for myself.

3. Always anticipate the unknown ventures. 

Honestly, I thought that 2020 would be the year where I would be flying around the country to attend courses and to deliver courses,

but instead, I met the person that unknowingly brighten up my life day by day.

I thought that 2020 would be the year where I would be flying high in my career,

but instead, I met the person that makes me want to slow down in my career for the first time.

I thought that I would be ending 2020 like how previous years were, alone,

but instead, I met the person that celebrated Christmas Eve with me and tried his best to spend time with me through outings and texts.

I never expected this,

but thank God.

Thank God for sending this person into my life despite all the crazy stuffs and pandemic scares happening day by day.

2020 had been a confusing year to all.

A year where I spent the most time at home,

A year where I decided to finally move on and spent some time to build myself up physically and emotionally,

A year where I met him.

May 2021 be a much more wonderful year to all, 

a year where the pandemic would eventually disappear,

and all of us would be back to how we have always been normally.

Jenny~

Thank God for everything.

 Thank God for everything.

Thank God for all His arrangement and his perfect timing.

Thank God that I could meet you again after five years.

I am thankful and grateful that I decided to surrender my relationship to God.

Letting Him to arrange everything and just wait for it to fall into places is the best decision that I have made.

I am thankful that I was selected as the bridesmaid for Phoebe's wedding,

if not, I would not have been so determined to lose weight and to look beautiful that evening.

I am thankful that I didn't give up on my journey of losing weight and working hard to fit in that gorgeous dress,

if not, I would have dressed as how I usually did.

I am thankful that I took the initiative to text you first after meeting you for the rehearsal,

if not, I don't think we would even talk to one another.

I am thankful that I approached you first for our first picture,

if not, I don't think we would have chatted the night away.

And I am thankful for the little things that you did for me and on how you really took care of me,

it makes me feel so warm inside knowing that you are there.

And thank you for spending Christmas Eve with me this year.

You do not know how long have I wished for this to happen.

And it finally did.

Thank you.

and Thank You God for making this wish come true last night.

Happy birthday Jesus and thank you for the wonderful gift that You have bestowed upon me.

Thank you.

Blessed Christmas to all.

May the magic of Christmas be upon all of us,

and that Covid-19 would disappear as soon as possible.

Jenny~

What a coincidence!

What a coincidence!

I didn't expect to meet you again,

I even forgotten about your existence actually,

and that was the reason of me doubting my eyes when I saw you.

Who knew you would appear at my friend's wedding rehearsal as the best man,

and I as the bridesmaid?

And honestly, it felt so refreshing to meet you again,

and the way you reminded me of tuition and the stuffs we talked together,

Gosh, 

it brought me back to those days.

Life is unpredictable indeed.

Who knew we would meet again in a wedding.

And we would be updating each other about respective lives.

What a lovely coincidence.

Jenny