26.05.2013

holidays have began and yes, i am lucky for havin to share my wifi with my neighbour.. but da sad thing is, i dont know the timetable for the wifi.. haha.. anywayz, i have this chance so yeah, might as well use it to the max though it is not really fast..

well, during the holidays, i faced little conflicts in me..
being able to be online and logging in facebook and twitter sometimes bring me both happiness and also sadness..
well, am happy coz am able to check out how everyone's doing,
able to know the current updates of my best friend as well as others,
and able to be aware of anything that is happening around me..

but why am i sad?
maybe coz i was traumatised by the previous incident..
receiving heartbreaking requests, sad news and then havin to see the happiness of others that sure breaks my heart little by little at that moment,
is something that i really dread..
and mayb because of that, i prefer to be offline..
unaware of whatever that is coming to me,
and feel happy and not getting my whole holidays mood spoiled...

which is why one of my wishes during the holidays,
is i wish that i would not receive anymore heartbreaking requests and news anymore during or after the holidays..
and may my inbox be filled with something that would make me smile da whole day and not cry the whole time.. =)

Jenny~

22.05.2013

finally, exam is over..
as in really over, for now..
so yeah, it signifies semester 5 has passed and i am now going to be spending another one and a half year in campus..
time seriously flew really fast..
but right now, am in the mood for holidays..
and holidays for me, means gathering with family members, watching tv together and laughing together..
off for vacation?
well, depends on budget and family as well..
but, no matter what, i wish every one of my readers a happy holidays..
have lots of fun during the hols and do take care ya,
so we could come back and meet one another again..
hehe..

cant wait for home..
Jenny~

19.05.2013

right, so the short break is almost over and im having two papers on tues and wed.. and then, its gonna be packing time and home real fast.. of course, i dread on the two papers.. it just dont feel like exam mode after the short break.. haha.. but am striving for the best and keeping my finger-crossed for a result that will be ok...

anywayz, went thru twitter and yes, i am active in twitter again.. well, of course, after "harrasing" my friend in doing gwiyomi for me and bothering my bestie thru twitter, life is good in twitter.. so i was going thru to everyone's tweet and i got entangled with one.. well, nth special except that new somebody's face on instagram... and yeah, new somebody i guess.. no offence but it seems like relationships for this "friend of mine" is like changing clothes..

somehow, i wonder how could ppl treat r/ships like changing clothes,
got a new one, appreciate it, sayang it and do all it takes to take care of the new cloth,
then when u dont feel pretty wearing it, u find excuses and ignoring and then finally throw it away..
and the main reason? well, im pretty sure u know what?

so yeah, u over there changing T-shirts every once in a while and im here still looking through and trying hard to pick the right T-shirt for me.. so yeah, life is simply unfair.. haha.. so short msg for u who might think im talking about u (and yeah, it might be u and yeah, it might not be u), hey, guys or girls are not T-shirts or tops or dress or jeans or whatever, they are human beings.. before u start wearing a new one, check out whether it suits u or not.. if it doesnt, then leave them for someone who might fit (who knows, like me)... haha..

Jenny~

14.05.2013

exam has started and yeah, all of us are now either revising or just relaxing our brain for a while.. for this semester, we are gonna be having only three papers and the following papers will be on next week.. so yeah, am taking a short break from dating with books.. had the first paper and i have no comment on it coz i have already did what i can do on that paper.. haha..

anywayz, was on facebook last night and seeing so many of my friends and seniors getting engaged and going to be someone's wives soon..
and seeing all these happiness makes me think,
will i ever be like them one day?
i guess a lot fo u (my readers) would think that, "Aiya, ur so young.. no need to rush la.."
well, i AM young but time waits no man (nor woman).. haha..
but no matter how much i wanted it or dreamt about it, no fate equals to no fate.. haha..
so, i guess i'll let the Big Guy up there to do all the arrangement..

so to all my readers who will be getting married or engaged soon, i wish u and ur partner to be happy always and blessed with abundance of love "til death do us apart"... and do pray for me that i too, will be blessed like all of u.. =)

Jenny~

9.05.2013

well, for those who knows me very well
u know how i love k-pop songs..
and fyi, i prefer so much on soundtracks or ost(s) of every k-drama that i watched..
i dont know, maybe bcoz these songs can be related to my life pretty well..
and for this semester, i got stuck with this drama, "Arang and The Magistrate"..
and pity me coz i couldnt finish it due to exams right in front of me..
(and yet, im still bloggin even though i haven finished revising yet.. haha)

well, the soundtracks are really nice and it just struck me up..
though i dont know what are the meanings of the songs, but believe it or not, it evoke my feelings..
it made me felt like the lyrics of the songs..
so i went and searched for the meanings of the songs, and yeah, i get it why it touches on me so much..
u wanna know why?
well, these are several links of the songs from the drama itself that just bring me to reality.. (dont open the link if u dont wanna feel emo.. haha... =D)

http://www.kpoplyrics.net/lee-jun-ki-one-day-lyrics-english-romanized.html

http://www.kpoplyrics.net/baek-ji-young-love-and-love-lyrics-english-romanized.html

http://popgasa.com/2012/08/15/jang-jae-in-fantasy-%ED%99%98%EC%83%81-arang-and-the-magistrate-ost/

ooo, love the songs and how it just make me feel it.. =D

feelings: undescribed by words, felt with songs. =)
Jenny~

8.05.2013 (part 2)

so, moving on to part 2..
like what i said, part 2 is more to something sweet and innocent side of me (oh plz, im getting sick of myself now).. haha..
but, i was actually looking for the pre-wedding pics of some celebrity who got married to this korean girl..
and they have dated for 5 yrs without sniffed out by the paparazzi eh..
omg, that is long and awesome yrs for them and im so happy they are now belonged to one another's embrace..
so i stumbled to this website and its da pre-wedding shoots for Timothy and Audrey!
in case u guys dont know about this couple, Tim actually proposed to Audrey when she was havin her lunch with her friend with the memes or emoticons or whatever ur saying..
and its so sweet..
i mean its a proposal that everyone could do in the real life and its not a fairy tale like proposal which requires a lot of money and specific planning..
if u have the sincerity and love to him/her, i believed that this proposal is the sweetest one i ever watched..
and yes, she accepted him and the pre-wedding pics can be seen in this link:
http://www.weddingguideasia.com/wed/pre-wedding-timothy-tiah-audrey-ooi/

and this is another link of my favourite types of pre-wedding pics.. (aaww, sweet)
http://www.weddingguideasia.com/wed/pre-wedding-dreamy-garden-love/

and browsing thru their pre-wedding pics make me think.
when am i gonna be like them too?
envious and happy occurs at the same time..
i guess every girl wants to be like Audrey at one point of their life..
and i am one of those girls..
i guess right now, i am still taking a break from these things..
and i guess the next one will have to work hard to earn me coz this time, the walls are incredibly high..
haha...
to the next one whom i dont know where are u, who are u, how do you look like and when ur gonna meet me, i wish that ur gonna be the last one to enter my area.. coz im not gonna let anyone into my area that easily anymore thanx to past experience..

anywayz, to Timothy and Audrey, i hope both of u are gonna have a healthy baby boy soon! =D




~wanna be like them but timing is not right yet, i think. =)
Jenny~

8.05.2013 (part 1)

ok, election is over and exam mood is on!
i guess i have nth to say about the election results nor would i brag about all the hussles and tussles about the election...
so, im just gonna slip past with it and continue to my next topic which is exam!
ok, exam mode is on and im tryin my best to kick off my laziness by startin to date with me notes..
and i wish those notes could become a real guy who i can date for real.. haha...
but, preparations for exams must be done and yeah, im tryin to prepare myself on it..
well, my fellow readers, u must be wondering "what's with the part 1 and the part 2?"
well, im gonna divide my blog post for today into two parts: part 1 which will be filled with my unfair sentiments and anger lashing out, while part 2 will be more on my sweet and innocent side.. ahahaha...
so moving on to part 1:

what is it that make me feel unfair and wanna lash out my anger?
well, its not about the ppl around me but its about this article:
http://thestar.com.my/education/story.asp?file=/2013/4/21/education/12984654&sec=education

well, i guess someone is not satisfied with what she have received..
and guess what, da competition is over and u get wat u deserve..
i mean all of us has their own rights to voice out their opinions and dissatisfaction on the results of the competition..
if i was in her position, i might be doing the same thing too..
but when statements like "Those who were eloquent speakers at the event were eliminated, while those who were weak presenters were rewarded with trophies!" and "They had already chosen the three who were unworthy of the success heaped upon them, based on the popularity of their respective states", well it made me mad...

hello, dear writer of the letter, the ones who u said are the weak presenters who are rewarded with trophies is me as well.. and for ur information, i do not think i am a weak presenter.. and do fix that word up.. u were saying as if all of us did not deserve the win.. do u really think ur such a good presenter? do  u really think u are a professional presenter coz from what i can see, u depended too much on ur self confidence, ur immature thinking of who should win and who should not and topped up with ur exaggerating dramatic gestures... u cant accept the fact that u lost, do u? well, accept the fact (duh!)..

next one, u wrote that the judges chose "three who were unworthy of the success heaped upon them".. well, it just show da real u.. who are u to judge if one is worthy or not? do u even have the qualification to actually say that one is worth the success or not? all of us are working so hard to earn some recognition not mentioning our flight tickets and how we adjusted to being treated when we reached the venue.. u know it just make me crazy when that writer said that those who won including me is "weak" or "unworthy".. because right here in this post, i dare to say that i am not a weak presenter.. i am a good presenter that deserves all the awards and recognition that is given to me... i am not an unworthy of the success given to me because all those success are meant for me.. i am worth the success given and like it or not, u showed that ur so much a loser when u wrote such statements in ur letter of so-called "complaints"...

and ur last statement saying that ur not gonna join it again? well, it would be great not having such a narrow-minded person in this competition... coz who knows what ur gonna write to the newspaper again when u lost right? look at urself, do self-reflection and reflect on what went wrong, and stop putting blames at others or criticizing others for being winners... and sorry to say this but im glad u didnt win it, at least u wont be going around telling ppl how great are u as a so-called "super speaker"... joining a competition and yet never expected defeat is what i call snobbish and immature... if u cant accept the taste of defeat, then accept the fact that ur such a loser.. take note. 

~first time - long post (haha)
Jenny~ 

4.05.2013

i am not as strong as it seems..
i wonder why at times i should know things that i have avoided from knowing...
i wonder why i should know those things that is now stabbing right into me..
is it a must go process?
i never know it would hurt like this..
i never knew i would have to go thru this...
and i dont think i can continue writing this post..
so just leave it this way...

Jenny~