Unexpectedly

 Just when we thought 2021 would be a start of a probably great year, 

it feels like chapter 2 of 2020.

At the time of writing, Miri, which is the city I am living in is in red zone due to Covid-19,

and now undergoing CMCO to keep it controlled from getting spread even further.

Uncertainties started to flow in.

Going out for necessities or for leisure seems to be impossible for a moment now.

Going back to school for teaching seems to be the scariest thing to do especially when being in the red zone.

Not mentioning the weirdest weather where it has been raining and pouring almost daily,

causing wreak and havoc in certain parts of the city.

It has been only 13 days into 2021,

and yet, things seem to be getting more serious.

It feels like driving in an endless tunnel with no lights gradually.

Thank God, I have my sister beside me to keep me off from overthinking.

Thank God, I was able to call my parents daily just to update what's happening on both sides.

Thank God, I still have my best friend to text though not as often as before just to keep in touch.

and thank God, I have you who would text and the occasional calls to make me laugh and forget all these darkness for a while.

I hope that things will get better soon.

I hope we can meet up soon.

And I hope to see you and hear you laugh endlessly soon.

Jenny~