me.

these days,

i have been laughing,

being in a good mood,

and really felt like the old me again..

no longer wasting time on thinking endlessly about the past in which i usually did last time.

after deleting and discarding all the old stuffs,

i asked myself,

what's next?

and i find myself unable to answer it.

i dont know what's the next move.

neither do i have any options to choose from.

and all i can do,

is to just go on and carry out my life.

last time, i cried easily.

whenever i hear songs or watch videos or movies that remind me of the past, 

tears flowed.

but now,

i cant cry like last time.

i found no reason to do so anymore,

is that a good sign?

does this tell me that i have moved on?

does this tell me that i have completely healed?

im still seeking for the answers.

nevertheless,

my life is now better in its own way.

Jenny~