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finally, the day that i have been waiting for has finally come... im goin back tomolo... but somehow, inside me, i felt a bit sad since im not gonna be able to meet up my frens for almost a mth... im so gonna miss all the fun and joy we had though sometimes wat they say will hurt me but i kept to myself, that whatever they say might be useful to me someday...

to my f4 members, dont worry, we're gonna meet again... hihi... and i cant believe that we're goin to be in sem , our last sem in foundation... and i can hardly imagine how it is being in degree... time passes so fast and i can see how much i change from last time to now.. ppl say i change a lot, getting more mature though im da youngest.. but da best thing is, juniors comin in and they will be in da same state that i have been last time...

but being called as "senior" sounds weird for me especially if they are same age or older than me.. oh well, im much more experienced than them so mayb i don deserve that calling.. haha.. anywayz, will try to update my blog during the hols... hihi... happy holidays everyone...

Jenny~

DeDiCaTeD tO tHoSe whOse speCiaL~~

These few days, i have been thinking about all my friends especially those who are far from me and realised how much i missed them... maybe there is truth in the saying that goes, absence makes heart fonder... when they are near with me, it seems like i do not really apprecite the times with them,.. but now, when we are all in our own ways, attaining our respective goals, it seems like i wanna go back to those times hen we will laugh together and go RANDOM!!! together.... i miss those moments and i hope they will miss those moments too... so i dedicate this poem to the people i miss in da pictures above..... love u guys a lot.... =)

Best Friends Forever

I sit alone thinking of you
and all the things we've both been through
You are my soul mate, my very best friend
and I know you'll be there until the end

Your shoulder to cry on will soon be gone
who will be there when something is wrong
When times are tough you're always there
It shows me just how much you care

Although were going separate ways
you're in my heart till my final days
Nothing can make a person see
how special a friend you are to me

I dreamed of a friend just like you
and finally my dream came true
Nothing else could ever fulfill
everything you're friendship will

You understand a side of me
that no one else could ever see
You know whats wrong before i cry
but if I do, you will always know why

A friend like you is hard to find
you put my problems all behind
You were there when no one cared
the best times were the ones we shared

We've been together through good and bad
you made me laugh when i was sad
And no one else could ever be
as good of a friend you are to me

Our time together is wilting away
more and more everyday
But now until the very end
you'll always be my special friend.

Jenny~

I juz gave it away~~

I juz gave it a way... A bottle of my own handmade stars to him.. I know I shud have kept it for someone special, but when i think bout it again, i actually did it for him.. i never did one before and right now, i hope he understand how i actually feel s a friend... again, i hope he wont misunderstood me again...

i din get to take da picture bcoz i was in a rush to giv it to him... but i can feel the sadness when i passed it to him, worrying that he will not appreciate it.. i reli hope he will appreciate it and not juz placing it there as a decorations... each star tat made was sealed wit a wish and i hope all the wishes i wished for him will come true.... u might think i love him but i dont... i loved him as a friend.. but after tis, i dont wish to have any connection wit him... i still wan him to be my friend but wats da point if im da only who wants it....

Jenny~

YOu~

You

When you are sad,
and you feel you can't go on.
Tears well in your eyes
and the pain is so strong.

So far from your friends,
and you're all on your own.
No-one to run to,
So very alone.

When all seems so useless,
and you can't take anymore.
As you put on your coat,
and head for the door.

Remember.......

I was there once,
lost, all alone
You can cry in my ear,
Just pick up the phone.

When you are lonely and feeling so blue
Someone is thinking ...thinking of you

Specially dedicated to my special friends:
1.Stephanie Tang
2. Louise Alison
3. Phoebe Lo
4. Siti Haziah
5. Geviana Gladysha
6. Maziziana

and to all my other friends, u know who u are coz it aint enuf to list all here... i juz wan u to rmbr that no matter wat happe, thrs a person who will always stand by ur side and thinking about u....

Jenny~

Something special for u~~

Forever On My Mind

I don’t know why God blessed me,
With such good friends as you

When my pain gets me down
And I just don’t know what to do

I just think of you and it helps me through
Something you said or even just a look you gave

Just gives me the hope to want to live
You share your smiles your laughter and even your heart

That is why it is so very hard to part
But even though were not together all the time
You're always in my heart and forever on my mind.

This poem is specially dedicated to these people:
1. Stephanie Tang
2. Louise Alison
3. Phoebe Lo
4. Siti Haziah
5. Geviana Gladysha
6. Maziziana David

and to all those who i didnt put their name, u know who u are coz it wont be enuf to fill all da names here... I juz wanna say i love u guys a lot and may our friendship bond grow stronger and stronger each day...

~Jenny

Going Home~~

Its almost the end of May... And what does this mean? it means GOING HOME.... at last the moment that i have been waiting for... for 5 months of not going home, i wpnder how my parents gonna look like and how my sister gonna be different, or she might not? anywayz, i juz cant wait to reach home and actually had my own time there.. of course, i havent packed up my stuffs as i think am able to do so after i finished my assignments...

well few days ago, i had dinner at Hotel Juta which is completely free coz its on the lecturer... he gave us a big treat as we did really well for our Macbeth drama.. and gosh, there were so many food... oh well, its not good of wasting right.. so i ate, ate and ate... i think im plump right now... so when i start telling my frens, they'll say,"U look better right now.."

maybe they are correct... besides as long as im healthy, i think i should eat instead of starving myself to death.... haha... and guess what, i finished 2.4km as in running + walking in 14 minutes? haha... which is a time count that i never expected myself to reach... and i was kinda proud of myself too as i did not experience muscle ache and stuffs like that, the day after... maybe i am fit when i reach here...

Updates~

Ok, i'll juz update on several important events in my life and its gonna be summarised though...

29.04.2010 => we went for our first class trip to KK where we visited this all boys school, named La Salle where we were invited to have a watch on their drama competition. Indeed, the school was an elite school and there are no girls except for Form 6. La Salle won the competition with their drama entitled “imperfection Of Life”. I have to admit that they are reli good and I myself was captivated with how they present and convey the message clearly to the audience.

03.05.2010 = we went for our second class trip to a primary school in SK. Penagatan. The school was like a typical primary school in Sabah where the classrooms were made from woods and not reli that conducive for study and learning. But what to do? It is a poor school. however, I enjoyed myself there when I was able to observe the teachers teaching and how they attract students’ attentions in the lessons. Moreover, we had little telematch with the kids and I was lucky to be picked to handle a group of kids. First time experience but somehow, I felt like there’s a bond between me and the children. The funniest thing is that they called me teacher or cikgu and I have like labeled myself wit it too. well, its one of the best experience and a precious one that I have obtained here and I can hardly forget about it..

will update more soon... =)