now.

lets update! hihi.... orite, am done wit kl and yeah, hav to come back and face the harsh reality of life in terms of studies and financial planning.. not only that, workloads, revision and all kinds of activities are coming towards me one by one, bit by bit... and yeah, i hav to endure it...

anywayz, family has been really supportive though they always nag... well, nagging is good coz it shows care and love... but over-nagging is a no-no... haha.... though i admit i love to nag at ppl, but am doin it at da right time (i think..)... hihi... well, family is ONLY supportive in terms of studies and stuffs like tat, but when it come across to money and freedom to hav fun, while restrictions and boundaries still exist.. (sigh)..

nxt, friendship is good... i mean my friendship wit my my BFF is like always filled wit fun and randomness... i mean u can juz see us one day takin random pictures at random places in order to release stress.. haha.. well, i love my all my friends a lot.. and sem 2 began much better than sem1 where so many kinds of problems arose and settled... though F4 has been dropped but yet da 4 of us are still good friends and still share in certain matters...

movin on, relationship has been awesome.. haha.. well, evrythin is goin smoothly and like wat i said in my previous post, i love him more and more each day... hihi.. and yeah, hopefully this will remain da same always...

as a wrap, evrythin has been goin fine for me within this first few weeks of sem 2 and i hope it will remain like this for a good period of time... hihi... i love my family, friends and him!

=like the past, love the present, anticipate the future=

Jenny~

smiles~

i just love u more and more each day.... <3

words~

when u say u hate someone,

ur actually implyin ur loving tat person.

when u say u don wanna meet tat person,

ur actually wanting to meet that person.

when u say u gave up on hopes on him,

ur actually tellin me tat ur putting a lot og hopes on him.

when ur sayin u don understand his wants and needs,

ur actually blinded by ur own wants and needs.

u c, words are so easily twisted and actually what u say doesnt always mean da same thing... especially ladies when they get freakingly angry or annoyed and blurted all those words, they were oni emotional disturbed... so guys, take note! what u see and hear from da surface doesnt usually mean da real thing... (well, at least i've been honest in my r/ship , i think.. haha...)

=don twist words wit me.. i'll juz go blur.. haha..=

Jenny~

KL!

well, am back from kl and yeah, da study trip was aaaawwwweeeessssooommmeee!! i had like da best time ever in kl and it was fun... i mean for a first timer like who nvr been to kl, its like a glimmering chance to actually experience life and fun AND thrill in kl...

so we went to bukit bintang, suria klcc, sunway pyramid and not forgetting, midvalley during da weekends for our free activities and it was fun.. clothes were on sale and im like a shopaholic, entering evry shop tat has da word "sale"... and i admit that window shopping or shopping is a good form of exercise, trust me! haha...

and pictures were taken but will be uploadin it after collectin all da pics from my frens... ooo, did i mention this... i met my best frens aka carbon Lulu and chef Ah Yew.... hahaha... they didnt change a lot and still as funny as well as naughty like last time... and its been 3 yrs we din meet up so it was so much fun.. and i feel a little bad for bringin them eat here and there... ahaha...

TO LULU N AH YEW: nxt time, u guys blanja me ice-cream again ah... haha... and da pics will be uploaded soon! =D

so overall, da trip was especially fun and it juz make me miss my old friends a lot... and yeah, my nxt target is meetin up my another carbon, stef! muz meet her no matter wat.. haha.. and yeah, all da experiences and fun during da trip to kl will be one of da most unforgettable memories!

=fun, fun,fun=

Jenny~

sad~

i think i shud have not laugh too much this whole week if i knew im gonna receive such a devastating news... i got back my results slip and i did pretty bad.... and it didnt even reach up to my target.. im reli reli disappointed on myself and sad for not getting wat i expected...

he told me that its ok d and that i actually went over da passing rate and 3.0.. but then again, its kinda low compared to my other classmates... when i receive this news, i got so sad till i cant actually cry... i regret on it and wishes that i could turn back da time.. but i juz dont understand how come i can get such a mark.. whr is my mistakes? whr did i do wrong? (SIGH........)

but im glad he was thr for me and i actually got over all those disappointment bcoz of him... (thanx <3...)

so my new vow:

am gonna get higher than tat this sem and im gonna work reli2x hard for it.. coz im not gonna be behind throughout my years here.... so do support me yeah.. =)

=sigh=

Jenny~

class tour!

-me current pic (am fat d!)-

am gonna be off for another 5 days for my class tour in kl and yeah, im reli excited coz am gonna meet up my friends soon... we havent met for about 3 yrs and am kinda excited to meet them this time,.. so hopefully evrythin will be goin fine....

despite all da excitement of goin kl and stuffs like tat, i kinda lazy too... as in lazy to pack, lazy to go thru all da long and tiring journey and lazy to be away from here... coz im gonna start missin someone again.. haha...

oh well, tickets have been booked so i guess i hav to go oso lah... haha.... hopefully our journey will be smooth and evrythin will go like what we hav planned ya.. so am gonna off from fb for 5 days and will be back wit lots of pics... =)

=im-gonna-miss-u=

Jenny~

random questions again!

haha.. i've currently been hooked up wit all these random questions whr ur supposed to answer it honestly (i think)... haha... but it looks kinda fun and it actually reveal da real me thru da questions (i think?).... anywayz, to those who wanna read it, this is it! for those who don wanna take a peek on it, this is da phrase tat comes to it: LIKE I CARE~

anywayz, here it goes~

1. Where were you 3 hours ago? - in da cafe...
2. Who are you in love with? - him~
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? - hahaha... nvr did in my life~
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? - none.. (am not a pink freak!)
5. When is the last time you went to the mall? - oooo, few days ago (i think)
6. Are you wearing socks right now? - nope~ wanna see my feet?
7. Does your family have a car worth over $2,000? - i dont think so? hahaha...
8. When was the last time you drove out of town? - i havent even get a license ok....
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? - haha... nope~
10. Are you hot? - depends on whose lookin~ =D
11. What was the last thing you had to drink? - water aka H2O
12. What are you wearing right now? - long-sleeved T-shirt and super short pants~
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? - no car~
14. Last food that you ate? - rice and fish~ =D
15. Where were you last week at this time? - home sweet home!
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? - nope~
17. When is the last time you ran? - hahaha... cant rmbr...
18. What's the last sporting event you watched? - ummm, some badminton match?
19. What is your favorite animal? - i love rabbits and cute puppies!!
20. Your dream vacation? - havent thought of it... =D
21. Last person's house you were in? - cant rmbr~
22. Worst injury you've ever had?- nvr got across to that... haha...
23. Have you been in love? - yeap~
24. Do you miss anyone right now? - YES!
25. Last play you saw? - ooo, Macbeth by my super cute juniors!!
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? - dont noe leh.. haha...
27. What are your plans for tonight? - sms, fb and sleep...
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment? - no myspace~~
29. Next trip you are going to take? - trip to KL!
30. Ever go to camp? - yeap....
31. Were you an honor roll student in school? - hahaha.... nope~
32. What do you want to know about the future? - if i can get married or not (bwahahaha!)
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne? - Silkygirl (and im gonna change it soon)
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit? - like nope~
35. Where is your best friend? - in her own room...
36. How is your best friend? - she's random and crazy like me... haha...
37. Do you have a tan? - Naaaa~~~
38. What are you listening to right now? - Sung Si Kyung (You're my Spring)
39. Do you collect anything? - ummm, notebooks?
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know? - K
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over? - nvr in my life~
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw? - i dont drink soda.
43. What does your last text message say? - hahaha.. hey, its private ok... hahaha.//
44. Do you like hot sauce? - depends~
45. Last time you took a shower? - just now...
46. Do you need to do laundry? - DONE!
47. What is your heritage? - am a chinese ( though ppl dont think so)
48. Are you someone's best friend? - i guess so//
49. Are you rich? - depends on how ppl rate me.//..
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night? - textin and fb-ing... haha..

Jenny~

end of holidays~

finally, its da end of holidays where mostly everyone includin me dread for it to happen... coz when holidays end, it somehow signify da moments wher assigments, projects, events and da never-ending stress esp when exam is around da corner to happen... (sigh).. tats life... i mean life is never a long lasting holiday.. u juz hav to wake up and face da reality which is at times too tiring to handle..

as for me, im enterin my 2nd sem in degree and da workloads, not mentionin da subs tat im gonna face this yr simply make my head spins... i mean i haven got rid of da holiday mood and im super lazy to do anythin... reli reli lazy like a pig ah..... haha... well, he dont mind im a pig anywayz... bwahaha... continuin back to my story, this sem seems like its gonna be a short andsuper bz time... and i cant wait for da yr end hols where i hav made my holidays plan super early... ahaha.... so lets c what's my resolution for this sem... hmmmmm.... ok, got it!

1. am gonna watch out my financial... my dad has been pesterin me bout money so yeah im gonna save up to a satisfyin amount to show to him tat i can save! haha...

2. am gonna lose a bit more weight esp on my thigh's area... gosh, i wan my slim leg like last time.. ahaha... i mean it would look nicer when u wear shorter pants rite? haha..

3. get better results in exam (when i don even noe wats my result for da 1st sem).. haha...

4. create lotsa and lotsa beautiful memories wit my BFF and special ones... hahaha...

5. last but not least, enjoy my life like thrs no tomolo.. haha..

so yeah, my aims for this half of da year.... hopefully, im able to fulfill all of this... "finger-crossing"...

=be happy wit wat life gotta offer u=

Jenny~

92 truths about ME~

=i got tagged wit this note so yeah, i guess i'll better share this in my bloggie since its been ages i start entering new post again... haha.. ok, so this goes like this~=

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = water aka H20

2. last phone call = my mum..

3. last text message = my someone (haha..)

4. last song you listened to = What i want to do once i have a lover (G.na feat Rain)..

5. last time you cried = a few weeks ago..

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = nope

7. been cheated on = nope (and hope i never will)..

8. kissed someone & regretted it = nope and nope..

9. lost someone special = yeap, and kinda regretted it..

10. been depressed = always..

11. been drunk and threw up = nope and nope (hahaha,,,)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. blue

13. purple

14. red

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = yeap (of course)..

16. Fallen out of love = nope (coz i don even consider that as love)..

17. Laughed until you cried = like always (haha..)..

18. Met someone who changed you = everyone change me in a way or another... (hahaha..)

19. Found out who your true friends were = yeap! =D

20. Found out someone was talking about you = o, nope... and i don mind it at all...

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = hahaha.. nope...

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = 95%...

24. Do you have any pets = last time i do but given away for adoption.. =(

25. Do you want to change your name = i love my name! Jenny Elizabeth Lu~

26. What did you do for your last birthday = celebrate it wit all my special ones in my life... =D

27. What time did you wake up today = 8.30am... haha..

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = talkin wit my friends and fb-ing...

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = cant wait to work and earn money on my own!

30. Last time you saw your Mother = yesterday b4 i left to college~

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = i guess im happy enuf wit my life right now~

32. What are you listening to right now = g.na (loving you)..

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = like never... haha...

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = nothing much... haha...

35. Most visited webpage = fb, yahoo, hotmail, blogger...

37. Nickname = Jenny, Jen, and other nicknames u can think of (but must be approved by me first)...

38. Relationship Status = in a relationship... =)

39. Zodiac sign = aries,,

40. Male or Female = female (LIKE duh!)

41. Elementary = St Angela's School, Seria (Brunei)

42. High School = - SMK St. Joseph, Miri

43. College = IPG Kampus Keningau~

44. Hair color = Black...

45. Long or short = medium length? hahaha....

46. Height = 160 cm if im not mistaken...

47. Do you have a crush on someone = last time yeap, but now nope... hahaha...

48. What do you like about yourself? = like everything about me... hahaha..

50. Tattoos = beautiful but painful~

51. Righty or lefty= righty~

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = never..

53. First piercing = does ear piercing counts? haha...

54. First best friend = Stephanie Tang (from secondary school!)

55. First sport you joined = badminton but kinda noob in it now... haha..

56. First vacation = cant rmbr... hahaha..

57. First pair of trainers = oooo, tat one oso cant rmbr.. (bad memory!)

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = not yet, havent even had b'fast~

60. Drinking/Swallowing = nope~~

61. I'm about to = sweep da floors again and unpack all my stuffs~

62. Listening to = g,na (i miss you already)

63. Waiting for = time to go out and eat somethin good.... haha..

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = yeap! ( i wanna hav 2 boys and 2 girls if possible la... hahahah...)

65. Get Married? = of course!!

66. Career? = a teacher at first and den somethin much more higher than tat.. haha..

WHICH IS BETTER (FUTURE PARTNER) :

67. Lips or eyes = don noe leh... if i can choose, i'll choose both... but for now, i choose eyes.. haha...

68. Hugs or kisses = haha... hugs AND kisses~ haha..

69. Shorter or taller = taller or almost same height wit me... hahaha..

70. Older or Younger = ooo, age doesnt matter.... =D

71. Romantic or spontaneous = both! =D

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = haha~ dont mind as long as im in love wit him.. haha..

73. Sensitive or loud = ooo, anythin is ok wit me.. =D

74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship~~

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = not sure... nvr think of it... haha.. =D

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = never

77. Drank hard liquor = never try tat...

78. Lost glasses/contacts = oooo, din wear glasses / contacts... hahaha...

79. Sex on first date = like never~ haha..

80. Broke someone's heart = yeap...

81. Had your own heart broken = yeap, in secondary school~

82. Been arrested = never..

83. Turned someone down = yeap but it happen in secondary school.. haha...

84. Cried when someone died= yeap, when my grandpa passed away few years ago...

85. Fallen for a friend = hahaha... ever but didnt work out...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = very much but depends on da situations..

87. Miracles = yeap! haha..

88. Love at first sight = used to believe that but now nope...

89. Heaven = of course!

90. Santa Claus = naaa~~ =D

91. Kiss on the first date = haha... not sure~ haha...

92. Angels = yeap~ =D

so yeah, these are da questions asked and have been answered by da oni, ME~ haha...

=truth=

Jenny~

i miss ya~

Jenny